kak wan sayang~

Salam semua..



today, 1st of february, rutin yang sama setiap kali bangun tidur, buka internet, buka games, buka fb... dalam banyak banyak post, ada satu yg menarik pandangan mata... tentang kak wan, setahu ku, hari ulang tahun kak wan semalam, 31 januari... tapi jari-jemari ku tidak melakukan birthday shout out seperti biasa, walaupun di "remind" oleh fb di sudut atas kanan homepage fb ku.. berbalik kepada post tadi, yang disebut adalah bacaan yasin. what?? kak wan dah tak ada ke? immediately, i went to her page..



ternyata di wall-nya, yang ditulis adalah "selamat ulang tahun, hanya Al-fatihah yang dapat ku hadiah kan untuk mu" .....senyap seketika....... dan mataku terus membaca dan membaca setiap post yang ditulis di wall kak wan... mula bergenang mata ku... perkenalan kami bemula labih kurang 3 tahun lepas, namun perjumpan ku dengan kak wan, mungkin boleh dibilang dengan jari, beberapa kali berjumpa di training dan event ESQ.. perhubungan kami tak begitu rapat, so i thought, 'i don't think im gonna cry, though i am somewhat sad..'



baca dan terus membaca, mata terus bergenang..



sehingga tiba pada satu post ini- post nya panjang, namun saya petik bahagian yang paling penting;

"kami meredhai pemergiannya apatah lagi setelah melihat sendiri keperitan dan kesakitan yang tidak tertanggung melawan kansernya. kami yakin ini adalah pilihan Allah yang terbaik kepada Hasni. Sepanjang sakit tak pernah dia berhenti berzikir dan beristighfar. solatnya dijaga dan perginya dengan syahadat sehingga terlucut nyawa yang terakhir.. kami yakin dia akan berbahagia disana.....al fatihah."

HUJAN. air mataku bercucuran tanpa henti... Ya Allah, rahmatilah kak wan yang telah kembali kepada mu.. ampunkanlah dosa dosanya... terima lah kiriman fatihah dan doa kami buatnya...

semua yang mengenali kak wan, pasti menggambarkan beliau sebagai seorang yang ceria dan murah dengan senyuman.. hidupnya banyak memberi.. pemergiannya memancing rindu kami kepadanya... such a lovable person... buktinya, begitu banyak wall post yang mendoakannya berbahagia disana...

i lost a friend to cancer.. could this be a blessing in disguise for kak wan? saya sendiri melihat betapa kak wan semakin kurus melewati beberapa pertemuan.. sakit.. bukankan itu menjadi kifarah dosa? lebih2 lagi kanser, known to be terminal... Allah memberi warning jauh lebih awal kepada kak wan melalui sakitnya.. agar kak wan lebih bersedia... bagi saya, mereka yang meninggal kerana sakit adalah insan2 bertuah, kerana lebih bersedia menghadapi kematian sendiri..

lalu terus ku baca dan baca, semua post yang ditulis... hujan masih tak berhenti... sehinggalah tiba ke post pertama berkenaan pemergian kak wan... 23 januari... terkilan rasa di hati, kerana begitu lewat mendapat berita..

Ya Allah, tempatkanlah kak wan dikalangan hamba hamba mu yang soleh.. ampunkan lah dosa dosa nya... lapangkanlah, terangkanlah kuburnya... semoga dia berteman dengan amal amal solehnya, tenang di alam sana... bangkitkanlah kelak dalam sebaik baik keadaan, golongkanlah bersama hamba hamba Mu yang beruntung di hari akhirat kelak.. pemergiannya dengan zikir, istighfar dan syahadat, terima kasih kerana mengambilnya kembali dalam sebaik baik keadaan... Kasihani dan kasihi lah kak wan Ya Rabb.. sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Pengasih...

ku akhiri entry kali ini dengan linangan air mata... air mata kerinduan atau kesyukuran? saya amat bersyukur, amat gembira, kak wan pergi dalam keadaan yang baik... i would wish that for myself, semoga yang terakhir di bibir adalah syahadat... amin~

another long day~

*yawn* im practically dead right now.. X_X no, seriously~ im only writting this coz im waiting for the photos to get uploaded on facebook~~ and then zzzzzzz~~
aaaand tengah rendam kaki dlm air panas.... nak tercabut beb!

yesterday was already a full blown tiring day, with exams, assignment, lcct trip, alamanda and all~ and i slept at 4am... woke up at 11 today, thanks to jerry~ very reluctantly bathed, ironed and got dressed~ off to PWTC!!! KL International Motorshow~~~

well, honestly, i think that event is more of a guy's thing... not because of the cars and bikes, but because of the show girls~ perghhh sexy giler wa cakap cama lu~ hot hot semuanya~~ astangha zina mata.... *geleng geleng kepala*

well, lotsa cars, girls, car accesories booths, girls, motorbikes, girls, photo session with transformers and batman, girls, very sexy cars like ferrari and all, girls... owh yeah, did i mention girls? those in very minimal clothing kinda girls? and their totally free to look at! no need to pay~~ *other than the entrance fee*

walked and walked and walked and walked and walked~~ tried visiting every single booth... and tried seeing every single car.... some of the cars more sexy then the others... probably because they are not very practical... hahah... cars which are meant for show... cant fit more that 2 ppl in it, cant fit all the shopping bags i usually come out with during sales... so, yeah, very very expensive but not very practical... but then, any guy who can easily afford it, call me!

pics and pics~ till my cam ran out of battery... =_='' kalau lagi lama lah jawab nya kat pwtc tuh~

well, spent about 4 hours *omg really??* in there... and left for bukit jalil stadium after maghrib prayers... OMG... HELL!! thats what i can say about the journey to bukit jalil... asyik sesat sesat... unessacary toll... duit minyak lagi brapa banyak terbang... aduhai poket ku... :(
something seriously needs to be done about our sign board system!!

park sikit la punya jauh dari stadium bukit jalil tuh... they blocked the entrance and we had to park so freakin far!! almost the furthest any car is parked from the stadium! we walked and walked and walked and walked (dejavu?) and walked and FINALLY reached the stadium~ jom jom jom jom, kita heboh heboh~ tapi bosan je.. bru klu 9 lebih sket, kedai sume dah tutup... mostly food stalls, clothing stalls... and lotsa other stalls i dont spend on~ so yeah, it was boring... owh, i think i bought 6 months supply of deodorant from adidas... -__-'' it was the only thing(s) i bought there... tomok ada nyanyi nyanyi sket but we dint stay... line up for some free 'mystery posters'.. well not EXACTly mystery, we knew it had something to do with football... though we were not particularly into football, but what the hell, its FREE! need i say more? *typical malaysian* -___- ''

and drove all the way back to ukm... i wish i could just dismantel my legs and kick it, errr... i mean, throw it aside... macam nak tercabut!! and my shoulders hurt too, carrying all those bags... grrrr~~ anyways, managed to get some stuff for edward~~ :)

ok, air rendam kaki dah sejuk~ good night!

long long day~

phew!!! its been a very VERY long day... and i mean, LOOOOOONG day~~

dint get much sleep last night coz...well...there was exam this morning.... staying up reading dint help AT ALL coz whatever i focused on-as usual-dint come out for the exam.... heaven knows how i bull-shitted my way through the whole paper... lies, lies and more lies... at the rate im going, i should probably start writting fictional books!

aaaanyways, right after exam, LUNCH!! i actually missed cafe kejut~~ hakhak... and after that, just like the good girl i am,*erk* tried, i repeat tried doing the superpro assignments... the lack of sleep definitely dint help~ i was having a tough time keeping my eyes open... last last, apa lagi, macam biasa lah~

and after that, abt 4pm, rushed back to my room, picked up my roomate, sent her to LCCT coz her mum was flying to sabah and she wanted to bid her mum farewell... spent a solid hour there, WAITING in the car while she had some nasi ayam with her mum... nasib baik ada bawak dunkin donut bagi saya~ and then drove all the way back to ukm again.. it was almost 7pm when we reached, terkejar kejar jugak la asar nya... and then waited for maghrib, prayed, bathed, got ready and off to alamanda~~

why alamanda? a friend of mine got some tickets for the KL international motorshow.. but apparently he could'nt make it so he wanted to sell his tickets and i bought a couple... i bought the ticket all right, but dint have anyone to take with me!! lame, i know~ well, i asked and asked and asked around... and EVERYONE else seemed to have other plans... sighs... but i bought the tickets anyways.. i really want to know what a motorshow is all about!! well, guess i'll find out tomorrow~ owh yes, randomly asked zarimah, and she postponed her plans to go back to her hometown... just for a day~~ and we goin motorshow! yeeeehaaaa~~~

well, ALL the way to alamanda just to get the tickets?? i dont think so... so, while waiting for my friend to get his butt to alamanda with the tickets, i just randomly (really?) walked over to the cinema, accidentally bought a ticket, and THEN decided that im gonna watch a movie~~ i know, im so cute! owh, and also managed to throw some money at the book store... u know they really should'nt have so many bookstores around... its a hazard to my pocket!

what movie did i watch? well, only when the movie started did i know that i bought the tickets for narnia... all the while i though i was gonna watch social network.... *i guess thats what happens when u go for a movie ALONE~* no wonder there were parents who brought their kids for the movie... all the while before the movie started i was wondering why were there kids running around~~ in a cinema that was about to show a movie with a nice "18" on its poster....

before the movie, i dint have any dinner so i was practically starving... got myself some chicken meatballs, large yummy box of popcorn and a drink... i only managed the meatballs and ice lemon tea... the popcorn is still untouched, right here on my table... anybody hungry?

and the, FINALLY drove back to ukm... so sleepy i dint even see where im going... just blindly followed the... ermm... stupid GPS... and had to take the long way back... thank God i dint fall asleep while driving~ and here i am... 1.55am... writting this~

good night!

03/12/2010

salam and hi all~ its been AGES since I posted anything here... well, today brought me here..

what a day, what a day... what a week, what a week... if hell could shine its wrath on earth, it happened right here, in ukm, specifically in jkkp, especially to chemical engineering students, no wait, i mean slaves.

why?

coz, well, we were put through hell, i would say... not the worst that could happen of course, but very very challenging none the less~ this week, due date for bussiness proposal, due date for thesis submission (which was brought early 1 week mind you), due date for design project submission, presentation of design project- to lecturers and some representative from petronas.. if thats not yet hell, our final exams are 2 days after hell week, starting monday!!

after all the pushing , pulling and tugging at our sanity-strings, we some how made it trough.. we submitted our projects. the coordinator made some very specific demands as how our project is to be submitted..print out each chapter separately, send it in a box, hand in the soft copy first in 5 different part, and then all in a single pdf, blah blah blah... and 3 days after submitting the project, we got it back, UNTOUCHED. i dont even know if ANYONE had ANY look at our reports... no corrections, no comments, NOTHING~~ thank you very much. i will not bother finding out why was it suppost to be submitted in the first place, formality perhaps.

and today, is also the last iCON class... i never thought i would be sad when a class ends.. i teared, honestly... its the ONLY class EVER that i sincerely enjoyed. there's alot to be learnt, not just simulations or engineering, but alot about people, and alot about life. i wish the class would just go on.. (can you imagine a student is saying this? a student??) En Syahrul is an amazing person, I most definitely will miss him dearly~

we deserve some time off after being tortured in hell right? so, alamanda it is! i mean, where else can ukm students head? so some of us went for a movie. I watched Rapunzel... it was great!! fun and funny~ eugene is yummy~ maximus is so funny! pascal is simply adorable! and rapunzel, well, watever~ (can you hear jealosy speaking?)

and then, (here comes the MOST interesting part of today) we happily hopped to our cars, ready to head back after a long tiring day... i turned the keys at my door, but the passengers' door dint automatically open... that's unusual.. the parking lot on that floor was almost deserted, already passed midnight.. nevermind, after trying a few times my poor passenger will just have to enter through the driver's door... in we go, and in the key goes, to start the car.. *silence* the car wont start, at ALL.. no sound, no nothing... and then i realized, i dint turn my lights off before leaving for the movie... how smart! now the battery is dead. we are dead... calling calling here, calling calling there, everyone else have left.. DIE! thats what i thought... but what can i do, my friend are all too nice!!! they ALL, i repeat, ALL 3 cars, came back... owh i love u guyz!! *bear hug* good thing i have jumpers, syuhada's car became my victim~ after a few tries we manage to jump start the car... gosh i feel like such a man~ my dad thought me well... :')

and then ALL THE WAY from alamanda to ukm, i was praying real hard... why? coz my gas tank was almost empty... i mean, how bad can this week get?? thank God, we managed to reach petronas before came the need to hitch hike~

well, that is that, today.

p/s: i had a very healthy dinner~ black pepper salmon salad (something like that) at the black canyon restaurant~~ not bad, i might just have another go at it~

SEPI~

Assalamualaikum~

lama sudah jari jemari ku kaku dari menyentuh papan kekunci komputer ribaku, demi menulis sebuah karya untukku paparkan bagi tatapan umum dilaman sesawang blogspot ini...
*omg! 5 minit lebih kot nk tulis satu ayat nih!*

maka dengan ini dimulakanlah, alkisah, kata2 yang ku tumpahkan dari hati.... sekeping hati yang merindu, saat saat bersama dahulu...

"CLUBHOUSE", 2 minggu yang lepas, itulah saat saat indah yang kurindu...

rumah yang dahulunya penuh diisi 18 org, berserta barang sepenuh-penuh rumah... tilam tilam empuk dihampar ditengah ruang tamu, 4 katil dikongsi berlima, tiga katil dikongsi berempat... pool table ditengah rumah turut menjadi saksi kesesakan ruang... segalanya termasuk gula, kettle, dan telur dihampar dia atas dan bawah meja hijau berbola itu...

namun kini, ruang tamu itu, pool table itu, kosong, sepi~

semua plug yang ada tidak cukup bagi menampung keperluan KAMI berlapan belas... beberapa extension cables saling sambung menyambung dan disambung bagi memastikan sesuap nasi dapat disediakan bagi santapan semua...

namun kini semua extension cables itu tidak lagi kelihatan... sepi~

3 bilik air dirumah penuh diisi dengan baldi, bakul toiletries, sabun basuh baju, softlan, serta baju yang bergantungan menanti pagi, sebelum disidai diluar rumah... (note: baldi, bakul etc... milik 18 orang yea!)... tiba pagi dan petang, 5-6 ampaian yang diikat ditiang-tiang diluar rumah, PENUH menampung pakaian 18 orang hingga ada saja kain2 yang hampir mencecah lantai... menanti sang mentari dan sang angin membawa pergi molekul2 air, supaya dapat kami sarungkan lagi bagi menjaga kehormatan diri... (peh!)

namun kini, bilik air itu, ampaian itu semuanya kosong belaka... sepi~
*sekadar menjadi tumpangan mayat lipas, dan tempat hinggapan burung dan kumbang*

Dapur rumah yang agak kecil itu juga telah menjadi tempat tersedianya rezeki untuk 18 orang... dari sekitar 5.45 hingga sekitar 9.30pm, ada sahaja kedengaran bunyi ketak ketuk laganya sudip dan kuali, siraman air membasuh sayur, dan suara suara chef(s) pakar memberikan arahan... cawan, sudu garfu, pinggan dan mangkuk 18 orang disumbat dalam 2 bakul yang hampir sahaja tidak mampu menampung jumlahnya... hingga sering sahaja kedengaran bunyi pinggan dan mangkuk mencium lantai, tidak kurang juga bunyi gelas yang pecah.. peti sejuk juga penuh disumbat bekalan 18 orang , hinggakan pintunya harus dipaksa dengan sepak terajang bagi memastikan peti itu ditutup...

namun kini peti sejuk itu kosong, cawan2 hilang, dan dapur itu kini sunyi dari suara2 chef(s) itu... yang ada hanyalah-sepi~

sofa sofa dirumah, dahulunya menjadi rak simpanan barang, kotak dan baju... namun kini semuanya tersusun, tertutup, tiada lagi berisi-sepi~

kasut kasut yang dahulunya bergelimpangan... hingga boleh dibuka kedai kasut... bermacam jenis, warna, dan ketinggian.. bergantian orang yang menyusun nya agar tampak teratur.. jika diambil purata satu orang 4 pasang, 18x4=72 pasang!!

namun kini hanya tinggal rak yang satu itu terisi... karpet hijau itu tidak lagi dihiasi warna warna kasut yang pelbagai-sepi~

dulu izs masak air entah berapa kali sehari... bagi memastikan kelangsungan hidup kami semua... berkali kali air dimasak, namun dalam sekelip mata, habis semuanya... kini, air hanya perlu dimasak 2 hari sekali... sudah menampung insan yang masih disini-sepi~

Rumah besar itu, kini kosong pada pandangan namun tidak pada kenangan....

kurindu saat saat kita makan bersama, saling suap menyuap...

kurindu saat kita menonton showdown bersama, memilih team kegemaran...

ku rindu saat kita menonton movies beramai ramai, cair melihat hero handsome dan romantic scenes~~~

ku rindu rumah yang tenggelam dalam hilai tawa... sampai nk roboh rumah!

ku rindu berebut laki dgn izs... heheh...

tidak lupa juga, apabila tiba makanan (kek batik & dadih) dari rumah sebelah... betapa kecohnya semua org sbb excited dapat makanan(malu ak)... maklum lah... weekend sume malas nak masak...

rindu masak beramai ramai untuk farewell party... sampai x habis dimakan~~

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kat lab pula, rindu berebut kerusi dengan mok... heheh... rindu dengar mok nyanyi nyayi(perasan je suara dia sedap) ooopss~

rindu kerjasama bersama mok dan croco bagi menangkis serangan si polan dan si polan..
saling hinting supaya x ditangkap main game instead of buat kerja... tgk videos... copy muvies...

semalam masa keluar rumah, mata mengerling ke persimpangan jalan, tempat laksamana do re mi bertiga itu menunggu kereta, tapi kini persimpangan itu kosong-sepi..


rindu saat bersama kalian... itu lah tumpahan hatiku~

Cara pemakanan sihat... got it in my email... to share with all..

Rupa2nya tanpa kita sed ar , dalam makanan yg kita makan sehari2, kita tak boleh main balun aje . S ebab itulah terjadinya penyakit kencing manis, lumpuh, sakit jantung, keracunan makanan dan lain2 penyakit apabila kita telah tua nanti. Apabila kawan2 telah mengetahui ilmu ini, tolonglah ajarkan kepada yg lain2nya. Ini pun adalah diet Rasullulah SAW kita juga. Ustaz Abdul lah Mahmood kata, Rasullulah tak pernah sakit perut sepanjang hayatnya kerana pandai jaga pemakanannya sehari2.

Jangan makan
SUSU + DAGING
DAGING + IKAN
IKAN + SUSU
AYAM + SUSU
IKAN + TELUR
IKAN + DAUN SALAD
SUSU + CUKA
BUAH + SUSU cth :- KOKTEL #

JANGAN MAKAN BUAH SELEPAS MAKAN NASI , SEBALIKNYA MAKAN BUAH TERLEBIH DAHULU, BARU MAKAN NASI. #

TIDUR 1 JAM SELEPAS MAKAN TENGAHARI. #

JANGAN SESEKALI TIN GG AL MAKAN MALAM . SESIAPA YG TIN GG AL MAKAN MALAM DIA AKAN DIMAKAN USIA DAN KOLESTEROL DALAM BADAN AKAN BERGANDA.

Dalam kitab juga ada melarang kita makan makanan darat bercampur dengan makanan laut. Nabi pernah menegah kita makan ikan bersama susu kerana di kuatiri akan cepat mendapat penyakit.

Ini terbukti oleh saintis yang menjumpai dimana dalam badan ayam mengandungi ion (+) manakala dalam ikan mengandungi ion (-), jika dalam suapan ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka terjadi tidakkan balas biokimia yang terhasil yang boleh merosakkan usus kita.

p/s : Sampaikan walau sepatah...

Al-Quran Juga ada mengajar kita menjaga kesihatan spt membuat amalan:- Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh @ sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari naik. Air sejuk yang meresap kedalam badan boleh mengurangkan lemak mengumpul. Kita boleh saksikan orang mengamal mandi pagi kebanyakan badan tak gemuk.

Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air ais) setiap pagi.
Mujarabnya Insayallah jauh dari penyakit (susah nak kena sakit).

Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya seminit selepas membaca doa). Ia boleh mengelak dari sakit pening atau migrin.

Ini terbukti oleh para saintis yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir ke ruang berkenaan.

Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari. Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menjumpa bahawa enzyme banyak terkandung di celah jari jari, iaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzyme sejenis alat percerna makanan, tanpanya makanan tidak hadam)

Wassalam... Sama2lah kita mengamalkannya. ......

WallahuA'lam Sabda nabi Ilmu itu milik tuhan, barang siapa menyebarkan ilmu demi kebaikkan insyaallah Allah akan menggandakan 10 kali kepadanya

isu semasa~

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

gewd day everyone!

so, harini sambil2 tunggu ada kerja, rasa cam nk buat entry... tentang isu semasa, isu semasa yg x masuk brita....
tp sebab mata dah nampak, rasa mcm nk conteng sket kat sini, sampaikan pendapat...

this pass few weeks, walaupun sibuk ngan LI, tp weekend rajin gak berjalan2, mcm2 org sy jumpa... sempat g jalan2 kat mid valley, sunway piramid, klcc, sempat g picnic.... seronok rasanya menghabiskan masa bersama rakan2 *wah skema nye ayat!*

anyways, dalam berjalan2 tu, macam macam jenis manusia yg sy jumpa... dan alkisah manusia manusia inilah yg ingin sy kiaskan disini, buat pedoman bersama...

sighs...*mengeluh btol nih* xtau macam mana nak mulakan... tp, senang kata, its mostly about boy girl relationships... dalam berjalan2 dan bersembang2 beramai ramai, dapat la dengar crita pasal 3 pasangan yg bertunang....

kisah pertama.... jumpa masa kerje *ala2 part time/practical*, suke, tunang, nk kawen... barang2 kawen pn dah bli sket2, in preparation for the wedding.... comel gak tgk dorg ni.. seperti mana juga org couple, biasalah tu, bahasakan diri abg dan syg.. tp i've not seen anything to the extreme... so masih terkawal lah kot..

kisah kedua.... jumpa, kawan, suke, couple, tunang, and i guess, klu da tunang tu nk kawen la kan? ok, fine, bagus la if you think ahead, bagus la ada plan nk kawen, tp slagi x kawen, hubungan antara lelaki dan perempuan itu tetap perlu berbatas, berbatas mengikut apa yg dituntut oleh agama~ tp yg sy nmpk, boleh pegang tgh (ni dah biasa sgt), boleh peluk2, boleh cium2... astaghfirullah... istighfar sy masa nmpk... tp, xtau mcm mana nk tegur... sy plak yg malu, palingkan muka trus jalan... knp yg buat tu x malu? ok fine, memang anda dah bertunang, bercadang nk kawen, tp pertunangan x menghalalkan hubungan sedemikian... klu dah kawen lain la crita, ko nak make out kat depan org pn lantaklah... dan halal, tp slagi blm halal, bawak bawak la menahan sket hawa nafsu yg membuak buak tu...

yg laki, klu betul ko sayang pompuan tu, u should respect her... instead of taking advantage juz because she 'allows' it... yg pompuan, you should be taking good care of yourself for your future husband... tunang ko skarang ni bukannya conform jadi laki kau... klu accident bebila, meninggal mcm mana? he is not ur husband, and yet you have allowed him every inch of you *nak taip pn sy rasa malu*... so kata lah, xjadi kawen, yg jadi hubby nnt laki lain, dia just amek sisa org je la kan? maybe korg xde la smpi tahap "advanced" mcm tu, but still....

owh.... lega rasanya bila dah luahkan.. harap2 org2 yg berpatutan silalah faham~

kisah ketiga, ni dengar dari org, pasal kawan dia.... kisah nya, 2 org ni, dan kawan n couple dari skolah lagi... skarang ni dah bertunang... lg seminggu ke dua minggu dah nk kawen... bagus bagus... klu nk kawen mmg bagus... tp, masalah nya, BELUM kawen.. yg laki nya, amek course "fiqh dan fatwa" klu x silap, n dah grad pn, kiranya ustad la...

walaupun amek course sebegitu, tp boleh plaks travel dlm keta hanya berdua ALL the way from kedah tu KL... masa g reunion siap pkai bj sedondon lg, mcm laki bini.. huhu.. bak kata my friend yg menyampaikan cerita, sepatutnya si lelaki lebih tahu... ilmu kan dah lebih... klu hanya berdua, bukan muhrim plaks tu, mesti akan ada yg ketiga...

I know that most of you are probably thinking that i'm very extreme... ni x boleh, tu x boleh... bukan sy yg tentu kan boleh ke x.. this is just my point of view on things... it is sad to see people take religion and practise them only partially, yg suka amek, yg x ske abaikan... its not right.. I cannot promise that im not one of them, im probably worse than all of them put together... but what needs to be said, needs to be said.. apa yg perlu disampaikan, perlu disampaikan... nak trima ke x, thats up to you...

selain 3 kisah tunang tunangan diatas, berlambak lagi kisah couple2 yg lain... xpayah kot saya nk cerita, g jalan kejap kat mana2 shopping kompleks, or even dikalangan kawan2 kita, x susah kot nk jmpa, bersepah je...

sy bukan insan sempurna, malah terlalu daif dengan ilmu utk berbicara... cuma menyampaikan isi hati, semoga ada kebaikan bersama... amin..