Monday, February 4, 2013

A lil sharing on al-Fateh


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~ 

Dalam perjalanan balik dari ofis petang tadi, nasib baik radio kereta boleh di-on.. (almaklumlah, kereta berusia 23 tahun… heheh.. radionya kadang kala hidup kadang kala mati.. ) Di siaran radio IKIM.fm, perbincangannya tentang Sultan Muhammad Al Fateh. Pada waktu saya on radio, sudah pun hampir di penghujung rancangan.

Perbincangan ditutup dengan ustaz (kurang pasti namanya) menyatakan bahawa terdapat 3 perkara untuk diambil dari karakter Al-Fateh, yang juga terdapat pada Nabi Sulaiman, yang mana kisahnya termaktub didalam Surah An-Naml (pada yang cetek ilmu agama serta kurang terer bahasa Arab mcm saya, jom rujuk Quran tafsir).

Nabi Sulaiman mempunyai kuasa untuk memerintah manusia, jin, dan burung2. Pada suatu ketika, Nabi Sulaiman memerintahkan untuk manusia, jin dan burung2 untuk berkumpul. Semuanya ada kecuali seekor burung hud hud. Burung hud hud ni amat kecil sekali. Dan hanya seekor sahaja yang absent, burung hud hud yang lainnya ada belaka.

Point to be taken : Nabi Sulaiman tidak memandang kecil, dan tidak mengambil ringan, walaupun hanya seekor burung hud hud. Nabi Sulaiman mementingkan SEMUA yang berada di kerajaannya. Seorang pemimpin yang hebat tidak akan memandang enteng walau sekecil manapun entiti di dalam sesebuah organisasi.

Kemudian, Nabi Sulaiman mencari dan bertanya dimana burung hud hud. Sekiranya absence si hud hud tiada sebab yang munasabah, akan disembelihnya hud hud itu.

Points to be taken: Nabi Sulaiman tidak cepat menghukum. Diberi peluang untuk hud hud menjelaskan situasi sebenar, apakah sebabnya hud hud MIA. Disini, kompromi serta ketegasan diprakikan secara hand in hand. Kompromi dengan memberi peluang SEPENUHNYA untuk penjelasan, dan apabila perlu, hukuman tetap dijalankan den.gan tegas. Begitulah juga sepatutnya peribadi seorang pemimpin yang hebat.

Setelah itu, apabila si hud hud sampai, dia pun menceritakan sebab mengapa dia tidak hadir. Nabi Sulaiman mendengar sampai ke penghujung cerita si hud hud sehingga habis. Seingat saya, ustaz menceritakan yang kisah hud hud ni paaaanjang, tapi Nabi Sulaiman tidak mencelah.

Points to be taken: Seorang pemimpin yang hebat perlu menjadi seorang good listener. Tidak mencelah, tidak cepat membuat kesimpulan sendiri beri peluang sepenuhnya kepada subordinate menceritakan kisah dipihaknya, atau menyampaikan pendapat. Walaupun subordinate anda itu hanyalah seekor hud hud di dalam organisasi. Walaupun seekor hud hud, namun boleh menggegar organisasi, impaknya besar. Walaupun sering terlepas pandang.

Maka begitulah, kisah dua dari kalangan ramainya pemimpin hebat dalam Islam - Sultan Al-Fateh dan Nabi Sulaiman, yang disampaikan oleh seorang di IKIM.fm petang tadi.

Ini sahaja yang sempat saya dengar, sempat saya ingat, dan sempat saya tulis, mungkin dengan sedikit penambahan, penolakan, pendaraban dan pembahagian sendiri.. :D
Semoga kita sama2 mengambil contoh mereka, dan semoga kita semua menjadi pemimpin yang hebat2 belaka. Semua orang adalah pemimpin, paling tidak pun, kita memimpin diri sendiri.
So, jom jadi orang hebat!

P/s (1): jgn lupa usha Surah An-Naml, saya pun sempat usha sikit je td… :)
P/s (2): sila ignore my older post...bila tgk2 balik rasa macam kanak2 plak.. -___-''

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

rab

why is my name the title of this post? coz this post is about me.. who i am... or at least, a part of who i am... perhaps i should let people know~

this post, is about how imperfect i am as a person, some of my many flaws, the shortcomings that makes up a "rabiyatul adawiyah"..

1. there's this korean variety show i enjoy watching.. called "family outing".. my goodness is it hilarious or what! lol~~ anyways, in this show, there would always be games where 2 teams compete against each other, usually with the winning team getting some kinda reward, or the loosing team end up having some kind of chores to complete... the games are always crazy and funny.. and for the sake of winning, players, no matter which team they're on, tend to cheat (preety obviously) for the sake of winning... its just a game, in just a variety show... with all the havocs-cheating included- just for the sake of entertainment and laughter..

KNOWING its just a game, KNOWING its just for the sake of entertaining the audience, i still cant help (pls note the words "CANT HELP") but to automatically get angry when i see them cheat in the game... i mean, even the opposing teams dont mind, they just go on and cheat as well, but somehow, cheating gets on my nerves...

trust me, if there's a button i could push to just change my mind set, to just laugh it off since its a show, i most definitely will push that button, a million times! a kazzillion times even... i keep telling myself "its just a freaking show dammit! stop getting so worked up!!" but still, it still gets on my nerves, every single time...

my point is, im not the kind who would cheat, so i get pissed when i see ppl do it, even if its over a stupid meaningless game, or in a variety show designed to make people laugh... i just cant deal with it... i wish i could be different, in this sence, i really really do.. but i just cant.. yet.. so im sorry~ just bare with me kay my beloved friends~~~~

2. when im pissed with something, or more specifically, someONE, i dont just stand there and yell at the person, or spit swear words at them, i just walk away, till im a lil cooled down.. i'll keep my distance a lil while till i could find my calm (at least enough not to throw a knife through someone's throat)..

why do i walk away? not that im running away or anything, but i know if i stay there, facing the source of my fury, i KNOW i WILL start yelling or babbling, i know im not gonna be able to hold my tongue, i know im probably gonna swear, i know im probably gonna say things thats gonna hurt someone's feeling, i know i may say something that would leave a mark on my friendship with someone, i might say something im gonna regret later... so, i just keep my distance, so i can keep my mouth shut... words once said, you can never take back, no matter what you do.. so, if anyone pisses me and i just leave, please just bare with me for a while.. it may take sometime before i can start explaining my point if view of things~~ (as in why whatever happened pissed me off)

3. now, this is one part of me that i hate the MOST! how do i put this? erm... its not exactly vengeful... neither is it grudeful... hurm... in simple words, i dont forgive, and i never forget..

sighs... i already said this is one part of me that i hate the most... also the kind of trait i wish a push of a button can solve... i really really do wish (again) that i could just easily change this super evil character i have, but thats easier said that done~

i used to be worst~ the kind who you mess with me once and you're done. thats it.

i know its unfair, i know i mess up too... if everyone is as unforgiving as me, we would'nt need to die to go to hell, hell would be right here on earth.. but then, as i said, its not something i can get rid of just yet.. so in conslusion, just dont mess with me.. (boleh gitu?) huhu~

4. when someone pisses me off and after that i still talk to them , and behave like usual, its not that im all ok or anything (please refer to 3.), its just that i dont wanna make things awkward in front of others... or even myself... bussiness is still bussiness... work is still work... what needs to be done needs to be done.. so relationship, friendship, bussiness goes on as usual... but its not the same.. its just me working the wheather~ not in a way to solve it, but in a way to put in behind and move on...

putting in behind does'nt mean putting it in the past... putting in behind means its still there... stored safely is a box (more like a safe)... just not on display~ you will never guess how much is stored in the box... even things you thought have deteriorated, back into its elements, or burned into ashes, or vanished into thin air... but no, its ALL there, every little insignificant spec of dust is (unfortunately) right there~



after reading this post, i dont know if anyone would leave any comments... but believe me, all the things you're gonna say to me, i've said to myself before... i know how unhealthy all these things are.. and as i said, i REALLY REALLY (a million trillion kazillion times) SERIOUSLY WISH i could change all these bad bad things about me, but i guess its gonna take sometime... it used to be worst, now im here... perhaps in the future it will be better..

but for now, this is me. ME! take it or leave in, i dont really care~~

coz i heard somewhere "those who matter wont mind, those who mind dont matter"

im in the process of making myself a better person every day~ cant change overnight unfortunately... so, terima lah saya seadanya ye~

buh-byeeeeeeee~~~

Monday, January 31, 2011

kak wan sayang~

Salam semua..



today, 1st of february, rutin yang sama setiap kali bangun tidur, buka internet, buka games, buka fb... dalam banyak banyak post, ada satu yg menarik pandangan mata... tentang kak wan, setahu ku, hari ulang tahun kak wan semalam, 31 januari... tapi jari-jemari ku tidak melakukan birthday shout out seperti biasa, walaupun di "remind" oleh fb di sudut atas kanan homepage fb ku.. berbalik kepada post tadi, yang disebut adalah bacaan yasin. what?? kak wan dah tak ada ke? immediately, i went to her page..



ternyata di wall-nya, yang ditulis adalah "selamat ulang tahun, hanya Al-fatihah yang dapat ku hadiah kan untuk mu" .....senyap seketika....... dan mataku terus membaca dan membaca setiap post yang ditulis di wall kak wan... mula bergenang mata ku... perkenalan kami bemula labih kurang 3 tahun lepas, namun perjumpan ku dengan kak wan, mungkin boleh dibilang dengan jari, beberapa kali berjumpa di training dan event ESQ.. perhubungan kami tak begitu rapat, so i thought, 'i don't think im gonna cry, though i am somewhat sad..'



baca dan terus membaca, mata terus bergenang..



sehingga tiba pada satu post ini- post nya panjang, namun saya petik bahagian yang paling penting;

"kami meredhai pemergiannya apatah lagi setelah melihat sendiri keperitan dan kesakitan yang tidak tertanggung melawan kansernya. kami yakin ini adalah pilihan Allah yang terbaik kepada Hasni. Sepanjang sakit tak pernah dia berhenti berzikir dan beristighfar. solatnya dijaga dan perginya dengan syahadat sehingga terlucut nyawa yang terakhir.. kami yakin dia akan berbahagia disana.....al fatihah."

HUJAN. air mataku bercucuran tanpa henti... Ya Allah, rahmatilah kak wan yang telah kembali kepada mu.. ampunkanlah dosa dosanya... terima lah kiriman fatihah dan doa kami buatnya...

semua yang mengenali kak wan, pasti menggambarkan beliau sebagai seorang yang ceria dan murah dengan senyuman.. hidupnya banyak memberi.. pemergiannya memancing rindu kami kepadanya... such a lovable person... buktinya, begitu banyak wall post yang mendoakannya berbahagia disana...

i lost a friend to cancer.. could this be a blessing in disguise for kak wan? saya sendiri melihat betapa kak wan semakin kurus melewati beberapa pertemuan.. sakit.. bukankan itu menjadi kifarah dosa? lebih2 lagi kanser, known to be terminal... Allah memberi warning jauh lebih awal kepada kak wan melalui sakitnya.. agar kak wan lebih bersedia... bagi saya, mereka yang meninggal kerana sakit adalah insan2 bertuah, kerana lebih bersedia menghadapi kematian sendiri..

lalu terus ku baca dan baca, semua post yang ditulis... hujan masih tak berhenti... sehinggalah tiba ke post pertama berkenaan pemergian kak wan... 23 januari... terkilan rasa di hati, kerana begitu lewat mendapat berita..

Ya Allah, tempatkanlah kak wan dikalangan hamba hamba mu yang soleh.. ampunkan lah dosa dosa nya... lapangkanlah, terangkanlah kuburnya... semoga dia berteman dengan amal amal solehnya, tenang di alam sana... bangkitkanlah kelak dalam sebaik baik keadaan, golongkanlah bersama hamba hamba Mu yang beruntung di hari akhirat kelak.. pemergiannya dengan zikir, istighfar dan syahadat, terima kasih kerana mengambilnya kembali dalam sebaik baik keadaan... Kasihani dan kasihi lah kak wan Ya Rabb.. sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Pengasih...

ku akhiri entry kali ini dengan linangan air mata... air mata kerinduan atau kesyukuran? saya amat bersyukur, amat gembira, kak wan pergi dalam keadaan yang baik... i would wish that for myself, semoga yang terakhir di bibir adalah syahadat... amin~

Saturday, December 11, 2010

another long day~

*yawn* im practically dead right now.. X_X no, seriously~ im only writting this coz im waiting for the photos to get uploaded on facebook~~ and then zzzzzzz~~
aaaand tengah rendam kaki dlm air panas.... nak tercabut beb!

yesterday was already a full blown tiring day, with exams, assignment, lcct trip, alamanda and all~ and i slept at 4am... woke up at 11 today, thanks to jerry~ very reluctantly bathed, ironed and got dressed~ off to PWTC!!! KL International Motorshow~~~

well, honestly, i think that event is more of a guy's thing... not because of the cars and bikes, but because of the show girls~ perghhh sexy giler wa cakap cama lu~ hot hot semuanya~~ astangha zina mata.... *geleng geleng kepala*

well, lotsa cars, girls, car accesories booths, girls, motorbikes, girls, photo session with transformers and batman, girls, very sexy cars like ferrari and all, girls... owh yeah, did i mention girls? those in very minimal clothing kinda girls? and their totally free to look at! no need to pay~~ *other than the entrance fee*

walked and walked and walked and walked and walked~~ tried visiting every single booth... and tried seeing every single car.... some of the cars more sexy then the others... probably because they are not very practical... hahah... cars which are meant for show... cant fit more that 2 ppl in it, cant fit all the shopping bags i usually come out with during sales... so, yeah, very very expensive but not very practical... but then, any guy who can easily afford it, call me!

pics and pics~ till my cam ran out of battery... =_='' kalau lagi lama lah jawab nya kat pwtc tuh~

well, spent about 4 hours *omg really??* in there... and left for bukit jalil stadium after maghrib prayers... OMG... HELL!! thats what i can say about the journey to bukit jalil... asyik sesat sesat... unessacary toll... duit minyak lagi brapa banyak terbang... aduhai poket ku... :(
something seriously needs to be done about our sign board system!!

park sikit la punya jauh dari stadium bukit jalil tuh... they blocked the entrance and we had to park so freakin far!! almost the furthest any car is parked from the stadium! we walked and walked and walked and walked (dejavu?) and walked and FINALLY reached the stadium~ jom jom jom jom, kita heboh heboh~ tapi bosan je.. bru klu 9 lebih sket, kedai sume dah tutup... mostly food stalls, clothing stalls... and lotsa other stalls i dont spend on~ so yeah, it was boring... owh, i think i bought 6 months supply of deodorant from adidas... -__-'' it was the only thing(s) i bought there... tomok ada nyanyi nyanyi sket but we dint stay... line up for some free 'mystery posters'.. well not EXACTly mystery, we knew it had something to do with football... though we were not particularly into football, but what the hell, its FREE! need i say more? *typical malaysian* -___- ''

and drove all the way back to ukm... i wish i could just dismantel my legs and kick it, errr... i mean, throw it aside... macam nak tercabut!! and my shoulders hurt too, carrying all those bags... grrrr~~ anyways, managed to get some stuff for edward~~ :)

ok, air rendam kaki dah sejuk~ good night!

Friday, December 10, 2010

long long day~

phew!!! its been a very VERY long day... and i mean, LOOOOOONG day~~

dint get much sleep last night coz...well...there was exam this morning.... staying up reading dint help AT ALL coz whatever i focused on-as usual-dint come out for the exam.... heaven knows how i bull-shitted my way through the whole paper... lies, lies and more lies... at the rate im going, i should probably start writting fictional books!

aaaanyways, right after exam, LUNCH!! i actually missed cafe kejut~~ hakhak... and after that, just like the good girl i am,*erk* tried, i repeat tried doing the superpro assignments... the lack of sleep definitely dint help~ i was having a tough time keeping my eyes open... last last, apa lagi, macam biasa lah~

and after that, abt 4pm, rushed back to my room, picked up my roomate, sent her to LCCT coz her mum was flying to sabah and she wanted to bid her mum farewell... spent a solid hour there, WAITING in the car while she had some nasi ayam with her mum... nasib baik ada bawak dunkin donut bagi saya~ and then drove all the way back to ukm again.. it was almost 7pm when we reached, terkejar kejar jugak la asar nya... and then waited for maghrib, prayed, bathed, got ready and off to alamanda~~

why alamanda? a friend of mine got some tickets for the KL international motorshow.. but apparently he could'nt make it so he wanted to sell his tickets and i bought a couple... i bought the ticket all right, but dint have anyone to take with me!! lame, i know~ well, i asked and asked and asked around... and EVERYONE else seemed to have other plans... sighs... but i bought the tickets anyways.. i really want to know what a motorshow is all about!! well, guess i'll find out tomorrow~ owh yes, randomly asked zarimah, and she postponed her plans to go back to her hometown... just for a day~~ and we goin motorshow! yeeeehaaaa~~~

well, ALL the way to alamanda just to get the tickets?? i dont think so... so, while waiting for my friend to get his butt to alamanda with the tickets, i just randomly (really?) walked over to the cinema, accidentally bought a ticket, and THEN decided that im gonna watch a movie~~ i know, im so cute! owh, and also managed to throw some money at the book store... u know they really should'nt have so many bookstores around... its a hazard to my pocket!

what movie did i watch? well, only when the movie started did i know that i bought the tickets for narnia... all the while i though i was gonna watch social network.... *i guess thats what happens when u go for a movie ALONE~* no wonder there were parents who brought their kids for the movie... all the while before the movie started i was wondering why were there kids running around~~ in a cinema that was about to show a movie with a nice "18" on its poster....

before the movie, i dint have any dinner so i was practically starving... got myself some chicken meatballs, large yummy box of popcorn and a drink... i only managed the meatballs and ice lemon tea... the popcorn is still untouched, right here on my table... anybody hungry?

and the, FINALLY drove back to ukm... so sleepy i dint even see where im going... just blindly followed the... ermm... stupid GPS... and had to take the long way back... thank God i dint fall asleep while driving~ and here i am... 1.55am... writting this~

good night!

Friday, December 3, 2010

03/12/2010

salam and hi all~ its been AGES since I posted anything here... well, today brought me here..

what a day, what a day... what a week, what a week... if hell could shine its wrath on earth, it happened right here, in ukm, specifically in jkkp, especially to chemical engineering students, no wait, i mean slaves.

why?

coz, well, we were put through hell, i would say... not the worst that could happen of course, but very very challenging none the less~ this week, due date for bussiness proposal, due date for thesis submission (which was brought early 1 week mind you), due date for design project submission, presentation of design project- to lecturers and some representative from petronas.. if thats not yet hell, our final exams are 2 days after hell week, starting monday!!

after all the pushing , pulling and tugging at our sanity-strings, we some how made it trough.. we submitted our projects. the coordinator made some very specific demands as how our project is to be submitted..print out each chapter separately, send it in a box, hand in the soft copy first in 5 different part, and then all in a single pdf, blah blah blah... and 3 days after submitting the project, we got it back, UNTOUCHED. i dont even know if ANYONE had ANY look at our reports... no corrections, no comments, NOTHING~~ thank you very much. i will not bother finding out why was it suppost to be submitted in the first place, formality perhaps.

and today, is also the last iCON class... i never thought i would be sad when a class ends.. i teared, honestly... its the ONLY class EVER that i sincerely enjoyed. there's alot to be learnt, not just simulations or engineering, but alot about people, and alot about life. i wish the class would just go on.. (can you imagine a student is saying this? a student??) En Syahrul is an amazing person, I most definitely will miss him dearly~

we deserve some time off after being tortured in hell right? so, alamanda it is! i mean, where else can ukm students head? so some of us went for a movie. I watched Rapunzel... it was great!! fun and funny~ eugene is yummy~ maximus is so funny! pascal is simply adorable! and rapunzel, well, watever~ (can you hear jealosy speaking?)

and then, (here comes the MOST interesting part of today) we happily hopped to our cars, ready to head back after a long tiring day... i turned the keys at my door, but the passengers' door dint automatically open... that's unusual.. the parking lot on that floor was almost deserted, already passed midnight.. nevermind, after trying a few times my poor passenger will just have to enter through the driver's door... in we go, and in the key goes, to start the car.. *silence* the car wont start, at ALL.. no sound, no nothing... and then i realized, i dint turn my lights off before leaving for the movie... how smart! now the battery is dead. we are dead... calling calling here, calling calling there, everyone else have left.. DIE! thats what i thought... but what can i do, my friend are all too nice!!! they ALL, i repeat, ALL 3 cars, came back... owh i love u guyz!! *bear hug* good thing i have jumpers, syuhada's car became my victim~ after a few tries we manage to jump start the car... gosh i feel like such a man~ my dad thought me well... :')

and then ALL THE WAY from alamanda to ukm, i was praying real hard... why? coz my gas tank was almost empty... i mean, how bad can this week get?? thank God, we managed to reach petronas before came the need to hitch hike~

well, that is that, today.

p/s: i had a very healthy dinner~ black pepper salmon salad (something like that) at the black canyon restaurant~~ not bad, i might just have another go at it~

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

SEPI~

Assalamualaikum~

lama sudah jari jemari ku kaku dari menyentuh papan kekunci komputer ribaku, demi menulis sebuah karya untukku paparkan bagi tatapan umum dilaman sesawang blogspot ini...
*omg! 5 minit lebih kot nk tulis satu ayat nih!*

maka dengan ini dimulakanlah, alkisah, kata2 yang ku tumpahkan dari hati.... sekeping hati yang merindu, saat saat bersama dahulu...

"CLUBHOUSE", 2 minggu yang lepas, itulah saat saat indah yang kurindu...

rumah yang dahulunya penuh diisi 18 org, berserta barang sepenuh-penuh rumah... tilam tilam empuk dihampar ditengah ruang tamu, 4 katil dikongsi berlima, tiga katil dikongsi berempat... pool table ditengah rumah turut menjadi saksi kesesakan ruang... segalanya termasuk gula, kettle, dan telur dihampar dia atas dan bawah meja hijau berbola itu...

namun kini, ruang tamu itu, pool table itu, kosong, sepi~

semua plug yang ada tidak cukup bagi menampung keperluan KAMI berlapan belas... beberapa extension cables saling sambung menyambung dan disambung bagi memastikan sesuap nasi dapat disediakan bagi santapan semua...

namun kini semua extension cables itu tidak lagi kelihatan... sepi~

3 bilik air dirumah penuh diisi dengan baldi, bakul toiletries, sabun basuh baju, softlan, serta baju yang bergantungan menanti pagi, sebelum disidai diluar rumah... (note: baldi, bakul etc... milik 18 orang yea!)... tiba pagi dan petang, 5-6 ampaian yang diikat ditiang-tiang diluar rumah, PENUH menampung pakaian 18 orang hingga ada saja kain2 yang hampir mencecah lantai... menanti sang mentari dan sang angin membawa pergi molekul2 air, supaya dapat kami sarungkan lagi bagi menjaga kehormatan diri... (peh!)

namun kini, bilik air itu, ampaian itu semuanya kosong belaka... sepi~
*sekadar menjadi tumpangan mayat lipas, dan tempat hinggapan burung dan kumbang*


Dapur rumah yang agak kecil itu juga telah menjadi tempat tersedianya rezeki untuk 18 orang... dari sekitar 5.45 hingga sekitar 9.30pm, ada sahaja kedengaran bunyi ketak ketuk laganya sudip dan kuali, siraman air membasuh sayur, dan suara suara chef(s) pakar memberikan arahan... cawan, sudu garfu, pinggan dan mangkuk 18 orang disumbat dalam 2 bakul yang hampir sahaja tidak mampu menampung jumlahnya... hingga sering sahaja kedengaran bunyi pinggan dan mangkuk mencium lantai, tidak kurang juga bunyi gelas yang pecah.. peti sejuk juga penuh disumbat bekalan 18 orang , hinggakan pintunya harus dipaksa dengan sepak terajang bagi memastikan peti itu ditutup...

namun kini peti sejuk itu kosong, cawan2 hilang, dan dapur itu kini sunyi dari suara2 chef(s) itu... yang ada hanyalah-sepi~

sofa sofa dirumah, dahulunya menjadi rak simpanan barang, kotak dan baju... namun kini semuanya tersusun, tertutup, tiada lagi berisi-sepi~

kasut kasut yang dahulunya bergelimpangan... hingga boleh dibuka kedai kasut... bermacam jenis, warna, dan ketinggian.. bergantian orang yang menyusun nya agar tampak teratur.. jika diambil purata satu orang 4 pasang, 18x4=72 pasang!!

namun kini hanya tinggal rak yang satu itu terisi... karpet hijau itu tidak lagi dihiasi warna warna kasut yang pelbagai-sepi~

dulu izs masak air entah berapa kali sehari... bagi memastikan kelangsungan hidup kami semua... berkali kali air dimasak, namun dalam sekelip mata, habis semuanya... kini, air hanya perlu dimasak 2 hari sekali... sudah menampung insan yang masih disini-sepi~

Rumah besar itu, kini kosong pada pandangan namun tidak pada kenangan....

kurindu saat saat kita makan bersama, saling suap menyuap...

kurindu saat kita menonton showdown bersama, memilih team kegemaran...

ku rindu saat kita menonton movies beramai ramai, cair melihat hero handsome dan romantic scenes~~~

ku rindu rumah yang tenggelam dalam hilai tawa... sampai nk roboh rumah!

ku rindu berebut laki dgn izs... heheh...

tidak lupa juga, apabila tiba makanan (kek batik & dadih) dari rumah sebelah... betapa kecohnya semua org sbb excited dapat makanan(malu ak)... maklum lah... weekend sume malas nak masak...

rindu masak beramai ramai untuk farewell party... sampai x habis dimakan~~

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kat lab pula, rindu berebut kerusi dengan mok... heheh... rindu dengar mok nyanyi nyayi(perasan je suara dia sedap) ooopss~

rindu kerjasama bersama mok dan croco bagi menangkis serangan si polan dan si polan..
saling hinting supaya x ditangkap main game instead of buat kerja... tgk videos... copy muvies...

semalam masa keluar rumah, mata mengerling ke persimpangan jalan, tempat laksamana do re mi bertiga itu menunggu kereta, tapi kini persimpangan itu kosong-sepi..


rindu saat bersama kalian... itu lah tumpahan hatiku~