another long day~

*yawn* im practically dead right now.. X_X no, seriously~ im only writting this coz im waiting for the photos to get uploaded on facebook~~ and then zzzzzzz~~
aaaand tengah rendam kaki dlm air panas.... nak tercabut beb!

yesterday was already a full blown tiring day, with exams, assignment, lcct trip, alamanda and all~ and i slept at 4am... woke up at 11 today, thanks to jerry~ very reluctantly bathed, ironed and got dressed~ off to PWTC!!! KL International Motorshow~~~

well, honestly, i think that event is more of a guy's thing... not because of the cars and bikes, but because of the show girls~ perghhh sexy giler wa cakap cama lu~ hot hot semuanya~~ astangha zina mata.... *geleng geleng kepala*

well, lotsa cars, girls, car accesories booths, girls, motorbikes, girls, photo session with transformers and batman, girls, very sexy cars like ferrari and all, girls... owh yeah, did i mention girls? those in very minimal clothing kinda girls? and their totally free to look at! no need to pay~~ *other than the entrance fee*

walked and walked and walked and walked and walked~~ tried visiting every single booth... and tried seeing every single car.... some of the cars more sexy then the others... probably because they are not very practical... hahah... cars which are meant for show... cant fit more that 2 ppl in it, cant fit all the shopping bags i usually come out with during sales... so, yeah, very very expensive but not very practical... but then, any guy who can easily afford it, call me!

pics and pics~ till my cam ran out of battery... =_='' kalau lagi lama lah jawab nya kat pwtc tuh~

well, spent about 4 hours *omg really??* in there... and left for bukit jalil stadium after maghrib prayers... OMG... HELL!! thats what i can say about the journey to bukit jalil... asyik sesat sesat... unessacary toll... duit minyak lagi brapa banyak terbang... aduhai poket ku... :(
something seriously needs to be done about our sign board system!!

park sikit la punya jauh dari stadium bukit jalil tuh... they blocked the entrance and we had to park so freakin far!! almost the furthest any car is parked from the stadium! we walked and walked and walked and walked (dejavu?) and walked and FINALLY reached the stadium~ jom jom jom jom, kita heboh heboh~ tapi bosan je.. bru klu 9 lebih sket, kedai sume dah tutup... mostly food stalls, clothing stalls... and lotsa other stalls i dont spend on~ so yeah, it was boring... owh, i think i bought 6 months supply of deodorant from adidas... -__-'' it was the only thing(s) i bought there... tomok ada nyanyi nyanyi sket but we dint stay... line up for some free 'mystery posters'.. well not EXACTly mystery, we knew it had something to do with football... though we were not particularly into football, but what the hell, its FREE! need i say more? *typical malaysian* -___- ''

and drove all the way back to ukm... i wish i could just dismantel my legs and kick it, errr... i mean, throw it aside... macam nak tercabut!! and my shoulders hurt too, carrying all those bags... grrrr~~ anyways, managed to get some stuff for edward~~ :)

ok, air rendam kaki dah sejuk~ good night!

long long day~

phew!!! its been a very VERY long day... and i mean, LOOOOOONG day~~

dint get much sleep last night coz...well...there was exam this morning.... staying up reading dint help AT ALL coz whatever i focused on-as usual-dint come out for the exam.... heaven knows how i bull-shitted my way through the whole paper... lies, lies and more lies... at the rate im going, i should probably start writting fictional books!

aaaanyways, right after exam, LUNCH!! i actually missed cafe kejut~~ hakhak... and after that, just like the good girl i am,*erk* tried, i repeat tried doing the superpro assignments... the lack of sleep definitely dint help~ i was having a tough time keeping my eyes open... last last, apa lagi, macam biasa lah~

and after that, abt 4pm, rushed back to my room, picked up my roomate, sent her to LCCT coz her mum was flying to sabah and she wanted to bid her mum farewell... spent a solid hour there, WAITING in the car while she had some nasi ayam with her mum... nasib baik ada bawak dunkin donut bagi saya~ and then drove all the way back to ukm again.. it was almost 7pm when we reached, terkejar kejar jugak la asar nya... and then waited for maghrib, prayed, bathed, got ready and off to alamanda~~

why alamanda? a friend of mine got some tickets for the KL international motorshow.. but apparently he could'nt make it so he wanted to sell his tickets and i bought a couple... i bought the ticket all right, but dint have anyone to take with me!! lame, i know~ well, i asked and asked and asked around... and EVERYONE else seemed to have other plans... sighs... but i bought the tickets anyways.. i really want to know what a motorshow is all about!! well, guess i'll find out tomorrow~ owh yes, randomly asked zarimah, and she postponed her plans to go back to her hometown... just for a day~~ and we goin motorshow! yeeeehaaaa~~~

well, ALL the way to alamanda just to get the tickets?? i dont think so... so, while waiting for my friend to get his butt to alamanda with the tickets, i just randomly (really?) walked over to the cinema, accidentally bought a ticket, and THEN decided that im gonna watch a movie~~ i know, im so cute! owh, and also managed to throw some money at the book store... u know they really should'nt have so many bookstores around... its a hazard to my pocket!

what movie did i watch? well, only when the movie started did i know that i bought the tickets for narnia... all the while i though i was gonna watch social network.... *i guess thats what happens when u go for a movie ALONE~* no wonder there were parents who brought their kids for the movie... all the while before the movie started i was wondering why were there kids running around~~ in a cinema that was about to show a movie with a nice "18" on its poster....

before the movie, i dint have any dinner so i was practically starving... got myself some chicken meatballs, large yummy box of popcorn and a drink... i only managed the meatballs and ice lemon tea... the popcorn is still untouched, right here on my table... anybody hungry?

and the, FINALLY drove back to ukm... so sleepy i dint even see where im going... just blindly followed the... ermm... stupid GPS... and had to take the long way back... thank God i dint fall asleep while driving~ and here i am... 1.55am... writting this~

good night!

03/12/2010

salam and hi all~ its been AGES since I posted anything here... well, today brought me here..

what a day, what a day... what a week, what a week... if hell could shine its wrath on earth, it happened right here, in ukm, specifically in jkkp, especially to chemical engineering students, no wait, i mean slaves.

why?

coz, well, we were put through hell, i would say... not the worst that could happen of course, but very very challenging none the less~ this week, due date for bussiness proposal, due date for thesis submission (which was brought early 1 week mind you), due date for design project submission, presentation of design project- to lecturers and some representative from petronas.. if thats not yet hell, our final exams are 2 days after hell week, starting monday!!

after all the pushing , pulling and tugging at our sanity-strings, we some how made it trough.. we submitted our projects. the coordinator made some very specific demands as how our project is to be submitted..print out each chapter separately, send it in a box, hand in the soft copy first in 5 different part, and then all in a single pdf, blah blah blah... and 3 days after submitting the project, we got it back, UNTOUCHED. i dont even know if ANYONE had ANY look at our reports... no corrections, no comments, NOTHING~~ thank you very much. i will not bother finding out why was it suppost to be submitted in the first place, formality perhaps.

and today, is also the last iCON class... i never thought i would be sad when a class ends.. i teared, honestly... its the ONLY class EVER that i sincerely enjoyed. there's alot to be learnt, not just simulations or engineering, but alot about people, and alot about life. i wish the class would just go on.. (can you imagine a student is saying this? a student??) En Syahrul is an amazing person, I most definitely will miss him dearly~

we deserve some time off after being tortured in hell right? so, alamanda it is! i mean, where else can ukm students head? so some of us went for a movie. I watched Rapunzel... it was great!! fun and funny~ eugene is yummy~ maximus is so funny! pascal is simply adorable! and rapunzel, well, watever~ (can you hear jealosy speaking?)

and then, (here comes the MOST interesting part of today) we happily hopped to our cars, ready to head back after a long tiring day... i turned the keys at my door, but the passengers' door dint automatically open... that's unusual.. the parking lot on that floor was almost deserted, already passed midnight.. nevermind, after trying a few times my poor passenger will just have to enter through the driver's door... in we go, and in the key goes, to start the car.. *silence* the car wont start, at ALL.. no sound, no nothing... and then i realized, i dint turn my lights off before leaving for the movie... how smart! now the battery is dead. we are dead... calling calling here, calling calling there, everyone else have left.. DIE! thats what i thought... but what can i do, my friend are all too nice!!! they ALL, i repeat, ALL 3 cars, came back... owh i love u guyz!! *bear hug* good thing i have jumpers, syuhada's car became my victim~ after a few tries we manage to jump start the car... gosh i feel like such a man~ my dad thought me well... :')

and then ALL THE WAY from alamanda to ukm, i was praying real hard... why? coz my gas tank was almost empty... i mean, how bad can this week get?? thank God, we managed to reach petronas before came the need to hitch hike~

well, that is that, today.

p/s: i had a very healthy dinner~ black pepper salmon salad (something like that) at the black canyon restaurant~~ not bad, i might just have another go at it~

SEPI~

Assalamualaikum~

lama sudah jari jemari ku kaku dari menyentuh papan kekunci komputer ribaku, demi menulis sebuah karya untukku paparkan bagi tatapan umum dilaman sesawang blogspot ini...
*omg! 5 minit lebih kot nk tulis satu ayat nih!*

maka dengan ini dimulakanlah, alkisah, kata2 yang ku tumpahkan dari hati.... sekeping hati yang merindu, saat saat bersama dahulu...

"CLUBHOUSE", 2 minggu yang lepas, itulah saat saat indah yang kurindu...

rumah yang dahulunya penuh diisi 18 org, berserta barang sepenuh-penuh rumah... tilam tilam empuk dihampar ditengah ruang tamu, 4 katil dikongsi berlima, tiga katil dikongsi berempat... pool table ditengah rumah turut menjadi saksi kesesakan ruang... segalanya termasuk gula, kettle, dan telur dihampar dia atas dan bawah meja hijau berbola itu...

namun kini, ruang tamu itu, pool table itu, kosong, sepi~

semua plug yang ada tidak cukup bagi menampung keperluan KAMI berlapan belas... beberapa extension cables saling sambung menyambung dan disambung bagi memastikan sesuap nasi dapat disediakan bagi santapan semua...

namun kini semua extension cables itu tidak lagi kelihatan... sepi~

3 bilik air dirumah penuh diisi dengan baldi, bakul toiletries, sabun basuh baju, softlan, serta baju yang bergantungan menanti pagi, sebelum disidai diluar rumah... (note: baldi, bakul etc... milik 18 orang yea!)... tiba pagi dan petang, 5-6 ampaian yang diikat ditiang-tiang diluar rumah, PENUH menampung pakaian 18 orang hingga ada saja kain2 yang hampir mencecah lantai... menanti sang mentari dan sang angin membawa pergi molekul2 air, supaya dapat kami sarungkan lagi bagi menjaga kehormatan diri... (peh!)

namun kini, bilik air itu, ampaian itu semuanya kosong belaka... sepi~
*sekadar menjadi tumpangan mayat lipas, dan tempat hinggapan burung dan kumbang*

Dapur rumah yang agak kecil itu juga telah menjadi tempat tersedianya rezeki untuk 18 orang... dari sekitar 5.45 hingga sekitar 9.30pm, ada sahaja kedengaran bunyi ketak ketuk laganya sudip dan kuali, siraman air membasuh sayur, dan suara suara chef(s) pakar memberikan arahan... cawan, sudu garfu, pinggan dan mangkuk 18 orang disumbat dalam 2 bakul yang hampir sahaja tidak mampu menampung jumlahnya... hingga sering sahaja kedengaran bunyi pinggan dan mangkuk mencium lantai, tidak kurang juga bunyi gelas yang pecah.. peti sejuk juga penuh disumbat bekalan 18 orang , hinggakan pintunya harus dipaksa dengan sepak terajang bagi memastikan peti itu ditutup...

namun kini peti sejuk itu kosong, cawan2 hilang, dan dapur itu kini sunyi dari suara2 chef(s) itu... yang ada hanyalah-sepi~

sofa sofa dirumah, dahulunya menjadi rak simpanan barang, kotak dan baju... namun kini semuanya tersusun, tertutup, tiada lagi berisi-sepi~

kasut kasut yang dahulunya bergelimpangan... hingga boleh dibuka kedai kasut... bermacam jenis, warna, dan ketinggian.. bergantian orang yang menyusun nya agar tampak teratur.. jika diambil purata satu orang 4 pasang, 18x4=72 pasang!!

namun kini hanya tinggal rak yang satu itu terisi... karpet hijau itu tidak lagi dihiasi warna warna kasut yang pelbagai-sepi~

dulu izs masak air entah berapa kali sehari... bagi memastikan kelangsungan hidup kami semua... berkali kali air dimasak, namun dalam sekelip mata, habis semuanya... kini, air hanya perlu dimasak 2 hari sekali... sudah menampung insan yang masih disini-sepi~

Rumah besar itu, kini kosong pada pandangan namun tidak pada kenangan....

kurindu saat saat kita makan bersama, saling suap menyuap...

kurindu saat kita menonton showdown bersama, memilih team kegemaran...

ku rindu saat kita menonton movies beramai ramai, cair melihat hero handsome dan romantic scenes~~~

ku rindu rumah yang tenggelam dalam hilai tawa... sampai nk roboh rumah!

ku rindu berebut laki dgn izs... heheh...

tidak lupa juga, apabila tiba makanan (kek batik & dadih) dari rumah sebelah... betapa kecohnya semua org sbb excited dapat makanan(malu ak)... maklum lah... weekend sume malas nak masak...

rindu masak beramai ramai untuk farewell party... sampai x habis dimakan~~

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kat lab pula, rindu berebut kerusi dengan mok... heheh... rindu dengar mok nyanyi nyayi(perasan je suara dia sedap) ooopss~

rindu kerjasama bersama mok dan croco bagi menangkis serangan si polan dan si polan..
saling hinting supaya x ditangkap main game instead of buat kerja... tgk videos... copy muvies...

semalam masa keluar rumah, mata mengerling ke persimpangan jalan, tempat laksamana do re mi bertiga itu menunggu kereta, tapi kini persimpangan itu kosong-sepi..


rindu saat bersama kalian... itu lah tumpahan hatiku~

Cara pemakanan sihat... got it in my email... to share with all..

Rupa2nya tanpa kita sed ar , dalam makanan yg kita makan sehari2, kita tak boleh main balun aje . S ebab itulah terjadinya penyakit kencing manis, lumpuh, sakit jantung, keracunan makanan dan lain2 penyakit apabila kita telah tua nanti. Apabila kawan2 telah mengetahui ilmu ini, tolonglah ajarkan kepada yg lain2nya. Ini pun adalah diet Rasullulah SAW kita juga. Ustaz Abdul lah Mahmood kata, Rasullulah tak pernah sakit perut sepanjang hayatnya kerana pandai jaga pemakanannya sehari2.

Jangan makan
SUSU + DAGING
DAGING + IKAN
IKAN + SUSU
AYAM + SUSU
IKAN + TELUR
IKAN + DAUN SALAD
SUSU + CUKA
BUAH + SUSU cth :- KOKTEL #

JANGAN MAKAN BUAH SELEPAS MAKAN NASI , SEBALIKNYA MAKAN BUAH TERLEBIH DAHULU, BARU MAKAN NASI. #

TIDUR 1 JAM SELEPAS MAKAN TENGAHARI. #

JANGAN SESEKALI TIN GG AL MAKAN MALAM . SESIAPA YG TIN GG AL MAKAN MALAM DIA AKAN DIMAKAN USIA DAN KOLESTEROL DALAM BADAN AKAN BERGANDA.

Dalam kitab juga ada melarang kita makan makanan darat bercampur dengan makanan laut. Nabi pernah menegah kita makan ikan bersama susu kerana di kuatiri akan cepat mendapat penyakit.

Ini terbukti oleh saintis yang menjumpai dimana dalam badan ayam mengandungi ion (+) manakala dalam ikan mengandungi ion (-), jika dalam suapan ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka terjadi tidakkan balas biokimia yang terhasil yang boleh merosakkan usus kita.

p/s : Sampaikan walau sepatah...

Al-Quran Juga ada mengajar kita menjaga kesihatan spt membuat amalan:- Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh @ sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari naik. Air sejuk yang meresap kedalam badan boleh mengurangkan lemak mengumpul. Kita boleh saksikan orang mengamal mandi pagi kebanyakan badan tak gemuk.

Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air ais) setiap pagi.
Mujarabnya Insayallah jauh dari penyakit (susah nak kena sakit).

Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya seminit selepas membaca doa). Ia boleh mengelak dari sakit pening atau migrin.

Ini terbukti oleh para saintis yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir ke ruang berkenaan.

Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari. Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menjumpa bahawa enzyme banyak terkandung di celah jari jari, iaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzyme sejenis alat percerna makanan, tanpanya makanan tidak hadam)

Wassalam... Sama2lah kita mengamalkannya. ......

WallahuA'lam Sabda nabi Ilmu itu milik tuhan, barang siapa menyebarkan ilmu demi kebaikkan insyaallah Allah akan menggandakan 10 kali kepadanya

isu semasa~

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

gewd day everyone!

so, harini sambil2 tunggu ada kerja, rasa cam nk buat entry... tentang isu semasa, isu semasa yg x masuk brita....
tp sebab mata dah nampak, rasa mcm nk conteng sket kat sini, sampaikan pendapat...

this pass few weeks, walaupun sibuk ngan LI, tp weekend rajin gak berjalan2, mcm2 org sy jumpa... sempat g jalan2 kat mid valley, sunway piramid, klcc, sempat g picnic.... seronok rasanya menghabiskan masa bersama rakan2 *wah skema nye ayat!*

anyways, dalam berjalan2 tu, macam macam jenis manusia yg sy jumpa... dan alkisah manusia manusia inilah yg ingin sy kiaskan disini, buat pedoman bersama...

sighs...*mengeluh btol nih* xtau macam mana nak mulakan... tp, senang kata, its mostly about boy girl relationships... dalam berjalan2 dan bersembang2 beramai ramai, dapat la dengar crita pasal 3 pasangan yg bertunang....

kisah pertama.... jumpa masa kerje *ala2 part time/practical*, suke, tunang, nk kawen... barang2 kawen pn dah bli sket2, in preparation for the wedding.... comel gak tgk dorg ni.. seperti mana juga org couple, biasalah tu, bahasakan diri abg dan syg.. tp i've not seen anything to the extreme... so masih terkawal lah kot..

kisah kedua.... jumpa, kawan, suke, couple, tunang, and i guess, klu da tunang tu nk kawen la kan? ok, fine, bagus la if you think ahead, bagus la ada plan nk kawen, tp slagi x kawen, hubungan antara lelaki dan perempuan itu tetap perlu berbatas, berbatas mengikut apa yg dituntut oleh agama~ tp yg sy nmpk, boleh pegang tgh (ni dah biasa sgt), boleh peluk2, boleh cium2... astaghfirullah... istighfar sy masa nmpk... tp, xtau mcm mana nk tegur... sy plak yg malu, palingkan muka trus jalan... knp yg buat tu x malu? ok fine, memang anda dah bertunang, bercadang nk kawen, tp pertunangan x menghalalkan hubungan sedemikian... klu dah kawen lain la crita, ko nak make out kat depan org pn lantaklah... dan halal, tp slagi blm halal, bawak bawak la menahan sket hawa nafsu yg membuak buak tu...

yg laki, klu betul ko sayang pompuan tu, u should respect her... instead of taking advantage juz because she 'allows' it... yg pompuan, you should be taking good care of yourself for your future husband... tunang ko skarang ni bukannya conform jadi laki kau... klu accident bebila, meninggal mcm mana? he is not ur husband, and yet you have allowed him every inch of you *nak taip pn sy rasa malu*... so kata lah, xjadi kawen, yg jadi hubby nnt laki lain, dia just amek sisa org je la kan? maybe korg xde la smpi tahap "advanced" mcm tu, but still....

owh.... lega rasanya bila dah luahkan.. harap2 org2 yg berpatutan silalah faham~

kisah ketiga, ni dengar dari org, pasal kawan dia.... kisah nya, 2 org ni, dan kawan n couple dari skolah lagi... skarang ni dah bertunang... lg seminggu ke dua minggu dah nk kawen... bagus bagus... klu nk kawen mmg bagus... tp, masalah nya, BELUM kawen.. yg laki nya, amek course "fiqh dan fatwa" klu x silap, n dah grad pn, kiranya ustad la...

walaupun amek course sebegitu, tp boleh plaks travel dlm keta hanya berdua ALL the way from kedah tu KL... masa g reunion siap pkai bj sedondon lg, mcm laki bini.. huhu.. bak kata my friend yg menyampaikan cerita, sepatutnya si lelaki lebih tahu... ilmu kan dah lebih... klu hanya berdua, bukan muhrim plaks tu, mesti akan ada yg ketiga...

I know that most of you are probably thinking that i'm very extreme... ni x boleh, tu x boleh... bukan sy yg tentu kan boleh ke x.. this is just my point of view on things... it is sad to see people take religion and practise them only partially, yg suka amek, yg x ske abaikan... its not right.. I cannot promise that im not one of them, im probably worse than all of them put together... but what needs to be said, needs to be said.. apa yg perlu disampaikan, perlu disampaikan... nak trima ke x, thats up to you...

selain 3 kisah tunang tunangan diatas, berlambak lagi kisah couple2 yg lain... xpayah kot saya nk cerita, g jalan kejap kat mana2 shopping kompleks, or even dikalangan kawan2 kita, x susah kot nk jmpa, bersepah je...

sy bukan insan sempurna, malah terlalu daif dengan ilmu utk berbicara... cuma menyampaikan isi hati, semoga ada kebaikan bersama... amin..

week 3 and 4 LI~

assalamualaikum~

okeh! sangat penat ok hari ni!!! skarang ni kul 8.28pm, masih di tempat keje... menanti kernel di hancurkan untuk buat moisture test~ *i know korang mmg xpaham*

ni hari ke-3 stay back after office hours utk siapkan project nih... very the penat...

alrighty, let me story u the happenings for this past 2 weeks...

monday, tolong nik buat eksperimen enzyme dia... ini enzyme india mari o0o.. dun pray pray... ada 6 jenis enzyme, A to F, which have to be mixed in different proportions, and later added to DCO/POME/SLUGDE/MESOCARP... depends on which experiment we are conducting... so far not so good... apparently the results claimed by the supplier is yet to prove itself... we'll just have to do more test, and wait, and see...

tuesday, did nothing, just sat in the lab waiting for Hj Yosri to take me to the mill, which dint happen that day...

wednesday... finally got to the mill, met Mr Mohan, "MR ISSUE" of East Oil Mill... why is he MR ISSUE? well, coz he IS the only issue in the mill, everyone talks abt him, mill workers, lab workers, SEMUA LAH SENANG KATA... and WHY is he an issue?? coz, he's the prefect of the mill, kerje dia jalan2 cari kesalahan org... SEMUA salah, "Dont do that!!", "dont sit like that!!", "where is your helmet!!", "where is your safety shoes!!", "carefull!! slowly!!" daaaaaan banyak lagi... senang kata semuanya issue lah, semuanya ada salahnya... *btw, skarang ni kat lab semua tgh crita pasal dia... lol! and nothing positive yet~*

rabu tu dapat SOP (standard operational procedure) which apparently is something the OPERATORS should read for their own respective station... so now i can be a successfull operator for ALL stations... lol~ sepanjang 3 hari tu, smpi jumaat, sambil baca sambil tertidur kat dalam conference room... pastu bila da x larat baca, g la jalan2 dalam mill... rasanya klu duk lama kat situ mmg conform pokak! and every time i step into the mill, i keep on thinking of final destination... how things which may seem perfectly in order and good shape can suddebly go wrong... fuh!

then comes monday again... my 2nd and last week(according to the planned schedule) that i am to be stationed in the mill for process familiarisation... so i jalan2 la dalam mill tu sambil interview workers about their job... sambil2 tu beta blajarlah jadi operator kilang...

and tuesday!!! start experiment on loose fruit sterilisation... mula mula kene mencangkuk ntah brapa lama, nak pilih 200KG of loose oil palm fruit for the experiment!! pastu mulalah experiment neraka itu... sgt penat ok?? petty works which takes forever to finish~~

selasa sampai rumah kul 1am++, rabu kul 12, khamis 10++, jummat balik cam biasa... sepanjang buat project ni, mata sembam sket x cukup tdo, jari telunjuk tgn kanan tersepit playar, jari hantu tgn kiri ngan jari manis tgn kanan terhiris ngan cutter, isi kuku tertusuk sket dgn fibre tajam... huahahaahha.... @_@

penats owkay....

dah la, malas dah nk taip... bubyeeeeeeeee~

kisah LI.... 2 minggu pertama~

salam~

so, its 1.48pm, im at work, only with nothing to do... bored sick, so here i am, trying to write a piece of something...

today, lets just talk about how has work been for me this past 2 weeks (+2 days)...

let me start with the first day when i reached the provided accomodation... my practical placement comes with accomodation and transport (cool huh?), and where im staying is in a CLUB HOUSE at the research centre in banting... CLUB HOUSE tu beb, don pray pray~~

nama je club house, panasnya tahap boleh panggang ayam!!! kotor nk mati plak tu... masuk rumah pkai kasut je... mmg berjalan2 dlm rumah harus beralas kaki, unless u'd like a black foot... masuk bilik baru tanggal kasut.... very the matsaleh-tak-jadi feel.... gitew... tp xpelah, nak wat caner kan... dah kira bagos la org bg accomodation.... bilik ada 3, bilik air ada 3.... manusia 9org, malaikat,jin,setan xtau ada brapa... dapur ada, fridge ada, tv ada(only for 2 weeks), pool table ada,sofa byk gler...



1st day, dgn penuh skemanye sy pkai shirt n slacks, kasut heel lagi... sempat make up plaks tuh... g la melapor diri kat Tn Hj Yosri, chief chemist... he said, he'll place me in the lab for 2 weeks, then oil mill for another 2 weeks, then 4 months on project... i have still not a clue about what project i would be given (to ruin)...

the past 2 weeks has been preety boring.... just sitting in the lab doing stuff simply according to the manual... mcm buat lab biasa.... cuma "up" sket la... in terms of equipments and stuff.... adalah dapat g mill 2 kali, east oil mill skali, west oil mill skali... and i'd be stationed in east oil mill starting tomorrow... the mill was cool.... everything is plus sized.... but the whole mill was smaller than i expected... probably because its just a plant to produce CPO.. so the processes are rather simple and involve less unit operations....

a bomb was dropped on monday... when Hj Ahmad (he's like, one of the BIG BOSS) gave me a task to calculate some heat requirements stuff.... those values to determine steam requirements and coil dimensions etc for a reactor.... and this reactor is to be fabricated to be used in a pilot plant, soon to be built.... it was SCARY!!!! owh how i regretted not paying attention to thermo classes 2 years ago....

Dr Siti is right, "u cant run away from T & P".

and so, thats is all which has been going on for the past 2 weeks.... lab, lab, and more lab.... bosan okay~ just buat lab, dpt result, record.... tu je la.... its a no brainer.... could get you bored in no time.... starting tomorrow i would be going to the mill, other than being really really HOT, (its free sauna, you guys should try it),i dont know what else to expect.... i hope i'd get a nice supervisor there who would enjoy my bebelan~~

and yeah, im also designated(can i use that word?) to be involved in a mini project.... under En Syahril, who's a seniour engineer... a project to research something about steralisation and FFA and dono what (i still dun get the full picture of the project~~~~~) so sambil sambil kene station 2 minggu kat mill tu, sambil2 involve mini project... we'll see how it goes~

2.30pm, pergh!! curi masa kerje tulis blog.... nk wat caner.... dah tarak kerja.... gua cari la kerja~~ teeheeeeeeee~~ office punya wifi nih, jgn kan fb, email pun xleh bkak!! semua depa block.... fb block, msn block, yahoo block, gmail block... sabau je la.... xpe2, i would be getting my broadband 2moro... InsyaAllah.... so boleh la bersuka ria~~~ *tp lepas balik keje kat mill tu xtau la ada tenaga lagi ke x nk on9* sighs...

neways, thats all for now~~ bubyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~

boh-san!!! *xyah baca, xde isi pun*

Salam..

ok, skarang pkul 11.03pm.... bosan yg teramat amat sgt... hari berlalu hampir tanpa buat apa2 yg berfaedah.... yg buat harini, hantar pengesahan stay kolej, hantar borang LI, g blaja motor ngan kreta...

moto harini, at least boleh la lepas titi tu... dun get me wrong, bukan setiap kali cubaan tu berjaya, tp at least drpd 10 kali try, adalah 3-4 kali boleh lepas... harini siap buat pre-test kreta lagi... baru g blaja bawa 2 kali, daaaaah pre-test... cuak gak la... nasib baik pass, walaupun skadar cukup makan.. sighs.... ptg plak smbg lagi blaja kreta... xtau la mmg dasar lembab ke apa.. tp bab parking tu still needs improvement...

balik dah petang, 6.30... solat, on9, lepak2, solat lagi, masak nasi goreng pkai nasi yg dah basi sket, tp blasah! makan je... makan sendiri pun, bukan bagi org lain... huhu... hopefully xde stomach upset la...

pastu on9 lg, on9, on9,on9... pastu on9 lagi... then again on9... *bosan x?* sambung lagi on9.... padahal keje byk lg nk buat... barang kene pack, baju kene lipat... esok nk pindah keluar dah... tp habuk x gerak lagi... xde mood!! xtau kenapa... mmg jarang terjadi kejadian sebegini... rasa mcm xda hala tuju plaks... dalam facebook dah mengarut-ngarut... dah la my uncle tgh on9.. adeh..

smbl2 tu smpt gak excited nk g LI nih.... isnin ni dah start keje... 2 days frm now.. accomodation ada, transport pn ada... alhamdulillah... walaupun dpt LI nye di saat akhir, tp ok la, kemudahan ada... alhamdulillah, semua cozmate dah dpt tmtp, insyaAllah xde yg tercicir... huhu.. tp rasa mcm otak agak kosong la plak... mcm xde ilmu yg dibawa ke LI neh... risau gaks... but i sure hope all goes well for all of us...

hurm.... sbnrnya byk mende nk tulis utk buat entry... tp all these entries memerlukan some research and rujukan... xbleh tulis sesuka hati.. insyaAllah bila da masa n rezeki, i will write on these issues:

"Isu penggunaan kalimat Allah oleh kristian dlm bible versi melayu"

"Isu Rasulullah yg dikatakan pedophile"

dan not forgeting, ada satu prob yg rmai gak hadapi... tentang chenta.... ni nanti2 lah ye?

huhu... so till i get the mood and resources to write again.... buhbye~~~

May peace and the blessings of God be upon all~~

~~~LI oh LI~~~ *sambungan*

Assalamualaikum~

so, semalam.. (eh da lepas kul 12), eh kelmarin, da dapat offer from KBC(kemaman bitumen company), maka, boleh lah tidur dgn tenang nya...

pagi td, bgn tdo, dok melepak depan laptop, tetiba KBC call, dia suh g interview plaks kat ofis dia kat hartamas tuh... dia call lebih kurang 9 lebih, pastu dia nk sy ada kat sana kul 11.30... macam mana tuh??? beta tgh duk bersenang lenang kat perbukitan UKM neh, boleh dia men suruh smpi sana by 11.30? dah la xde transport, klu nk tunggu ktm, haram!! conform xkan sampai on time.. dispunctuality guaranteed!! cop sirim gua kasi~

so call lah my parents, naseb baik da bgn... huhu... so my dad kata he'll come pick me up... all the way frm kepong, nk kene dtg ukm, pastu g balik arah kepong, g hartamas... hurm....

maka dengan penuh kelam kabut nya, sy mandi, iron baju, cari tudung nk pkai g interview... elok dah siap pkai bj kurung, cun cun duduk depan laptop, baca website KBC, nk tau sikit2 pasal company tuh~~ pastu ada call masuk... it was kak zerizan from sime darby...

kak zerizan kata dah dpt dah tmpt LI for me, kat klang... sime darby biogenic or sumthin like that... so sy pn crita lah kat dia pasal dah dpt offer KBC, and that i'm preparing to go for the interview.... then kak izan kata, klu SD dah prepare tmpt, kita mesti kene g jgak.... well, nk wat caner kan, dah scholar, haruslah akur... maka, sy pn dgn rendah hatinya call lah balik KBC, crita kat dia keadaan terbaru.... minta maaf byk2~~

tp alang2 parents da otw, dorg dtg je trus smpi sini.... g sarapan together~gether... pastu hantar sikit barang balik umah... kurang sket load nak angkut esok.. huhu...

pastu tghari tu berbahagia lah saya di skolah memandu... sibuk practise bawak motor... dah la motor yg dpt tu weng sket... sabar je lah...

otw balik dr driving skul, kul 5 lebih sket, kak zerizan call balik, katanya "bad news".. OMG!!!! katanya, yg klang tu x jadi nk amek bdk... aduhai... masa tu rasa mcm langit nk runtuh je... dah la tinggal lagi sehari bekerja je, ni dah kul 5, esok tinggal sehari je lagi nk cari tmpt, elok2 gua dpt offer hang suruh gua tolak.... hish!!! geram!!!

masa tu dlm kreta... farid anta balik from driving skul... tgk muka ku yg tension ni, tetiba dia nyanyi plaks, nk hiburkan hati... lol! dgn penuh susah payah nya ku tahan air mata~~

pastu da sampai blek.... dok depan laptop, nk meletop kepala pikir apa lg nk buat... i have 3 more pending application... Unilever, Uniti, and Felcra... mungkin x dpt salah satu nih??

xlama lepas tu, kak izan call balik.. katanya dah dpt tmpt lain... kat banting plak... R&D... so ku terima dgn rasa syukur... ada gak tmpt akhirnya... yeeeehaaaa!!
appointment letter pn dah smpi~~ so insyaAllah this time dah conform la, xde perubahan dah...

dah boleh tarik nafas lega~~~ *again*

~~LI oh LI~~ (@_@)''

Assalamualaikum... May peace and the blessings of God be upon all...

well well, as the title of this blog suggest, this entry would be about LI aka latihan industri aka practical aka internship... gituh!

fuh! finally harini dah boleh tarik nafas lega... dah dapat gak akhirnya tmpt... isnin depan dah nak LI, nih, hari rabu bru dpt LI... tinggal lagi 2 hari bekerja beb! mmg x ku sangka I would be among the last people to get a placement...

salah sendiri gak... I took it easy at the beginning... almaklum lah... kan scholar, so bujet2 senang lah nk dpt ngan scholar sendiri... tp haram x dpt!! hurm... masa 2nd year dlu, ada dpt emel dr scholar... katanya, sesapa yg uni dia suh wat LI, WAJIB buat LI ngan company... dan barangsiapa uni dia xdak suh buat LI, dia KENE gak wat LI masa cuti ngan company... so, my assumption was, apply je lah, nnt dia bg lah tmpt LI... tp setelah *i think* almost 3 months dah pn anta resume... xde gak tmpt... setiap kali call, sama jer... geram gak lah... company sket punya besar boleh plak xde tmpt??

nvmd, so i started applying with other companies, agak lmbt la gak, bulan 2 kot bru start apply kat company lain.. kat jobstreet, ada la dekat 30++ company rasanya yg sy apply... tp those companies yg i apply tru emel, lupa plak nk amek particulars dia... men apply je, men hantar je emel with cover letter and resume... x terpikir langsung nk follow up lps tu perlukan details company... adeh.. so lesap mcm tu jelah... klu org company tu contact bru i would be able to tract down which company yg di-apply...

companies yg apply kat smplai plaks, mcm2 ragam... sabor jelah...

antara ragam yg wujud:

Sime Darby: "dah anta da application u, tp still pending..."

Felcra: will follow up (tp sy yg x follow up, huhu... sibuk ngan company lain masa tuh)

Indah Water : ........ (sejak anta resume xda respon)

Unilever: "owh, i dunno how if u sent the application to the factory because application here is standardized. can u drop me an email?" (nasib baik dia suruh hantar lagi skali... baik jgak kak margaret nih)

Holcim (ni yg gua plg kecik hati la): "ur pointer is qualified, ur field of study is also qualified,"*baru nk berharap bleh dapat* "but there are many applications here for chemical engineering.. we are only looking for those with 24weeks and above, so you loose out there.." *ouch!!*

Uniti Global (ni lecturer, prof rakmi yg suggest): "saya dah tgk dah application awak.. tapi dekat seremban banyak dah ambik orang, saya xtau brapa org dia nak hantar sini.. so nnt klu ada tmpt sy jawab kat emel jelah."

Polycool Hte Engineering: setiap kali call, ring 3 kali, pastu "nombor yg anda dial tidak terdapat dalam perkhidmatan" like what????

KAO: "owh u send the application to the factory izit? owh, close down oredy... no more factory"

Network Food Industries: hah, company ni lawak sket la... call, receptionist pass kat laki nih, nama dia faizal kot, pastu abg faizal ni kata, "u ckp dgn staff saya lah cik hasini" pastu phone trus cut off... dia salah tekan kot *berusaha bersangka baik* pastu call balik, ckp kat receptionist nk ckp ngan cik hasini, so dia pass... cik hasini plak ckp "u nk apply u berurus dgn faizal lah bukan saya! jap saya pass u kat faizal" pastu abg faizal ni angkat dia plak ckp " pasal LI u ckp ngan staff i cik hasini" OMG!!!! pastu ckp la kat dia, sy dah ckp ngan cik hasini, tp dia pass sy balik sini... and he went "HAH??" sedikit klakar disitu, hilang macho abg faizal.. then he said "ok ok, adik amek cos apa? hurm, kita dpt application kita hantar kat department head, klu head x balas, xde lah dik."
ok... nk ckp tu pun kena pass pass... adeh...

Kumpulan Guthrie: "skarang kita under Sime Darby, apa apa u contact HR la." bila contact Sime Darby sila refer company pertama di atas~

HUHTAMAKI: "owh, our company actually close down oredy, so we cant help you with this."

daaaaaaan lain lain...


AKHIRNYA, Kemaman Bitumen Company, which I applied through jobstreet.... Masa final haritu dia ada call, btol2 masa exam lagi... huhu... pastu call dia balik, dia suh amek english test kat jobstreet... english test tu plak, masa buat practise dapat plak 40/40, masa buat test boleh plak salah dua jadi 38/40... malu seyh... tp xpe, nk wat caner kan... apply je lah pkai result less-than-perfect tuh...

pastu dua tiga kali call... harini di pass ke Pn Siti, Pn Siti kata, takut keje kat KBC ni maybe x seswai dgn requirement LI, sbb its mostly clerical... bila tanya pasal keje kat kemaman, dia tanya balik sanggup ke sy nk g kemaman... owh well, beggers cant be choosy... so ckp jelah sanggup, sbb no choice skarang nih... da xde tmpt LI... so dia kata call back 2moro at this time (which was abt 3pm)... then dlm 10 min dia call balik, kata BOLEH LI kat situ... yeeehaaaa!! sronok sronok! hari isnin nih lapor diri kat sri hartamas punya ofis... xtau la ada rezeki ke x g refinery kat kemaman.... we'll wait and see~

Gratisan Musik

kisah exam...

In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful~

gendang gendut tali kecapi
kenyang perut suka hati
kini tiba masa dinanti
menulis blog di malam hari
peluh menitis deras didahi
kerna kipas ku tutupi
menyokong earth hour jam ini...

all right, harini nk conteng sket kat blog nih... pasal exam yg bru lepas...
nih la exam yg paling dasyat yg pernah sy lalui.... 5 papers in 4 days in a row!! hamek kaw!

giler ah... penat nk mati... non stop! xde break langsung!!

tp bila pikir pikir balik, ada gak hikmah nya... bila jadual exam mcm tu, sy pun TERPAKSA la study lebih awal sbb mmg xde gap between papers utk revise... dgn itu, i was more prepared this semester around compared to all my previous semesters... sblm ni, study nya mmg dihujung waktu yg teramat sgt! klu ada gap between papers, mmg xkan study slagi paper sblm tu habes, study week pn x study mana... maka, terhasil lah pointer yg memalukan... salah sendiri gak... tiap tiap awal sem berazam nk study awal tp hampeh!! x penah bertahan...

and this time around juga, first time ada subjek yg sy mmg x kenal langung lecturer nya siapa... klu lecturer lalu kat dpn mata pn i would not know its her... sbb kenal nama jer... subjek particle, lecturer xtau hilang kemana... cuty apa ntah... so dia letak la lecturer ganti... which DID fininsh the silibus... cepat plak tuh dia ajar... one semester punya silibus habes dlm 2 bulan... hebat x hebat... pastu, february onward(klu x silap), lecturer gantian itu sudah tidak lagi available kerana telah berpergian ke australia utk smbg PhD.. maka tinggallah kami anak2 ikan yg terkontang kanting tanpa hala tuju... klu ada mende x paham, or ada mende pasal IP yg nk tanya, we have no where to go!! sighs.... and i answered like ^%$$#*^#%$# masa exam haritu sbb mmg x reti...

dan kini, masuk ke tujuan utama sy tulis blog harini... (agak pjg mukadimahnya disitu)

exam yg sy jawab mcm (*&^&$$%#*& tu, dibenarkan kami membawa sehelai kertas A4 utk tulis formula, formula sahaja yea... bukan teori or definition dan sebagainya...

ada sorg hamba Allah ni, course mate ler... kami berkeluaran, pastu tetiba dia bkak crita... dia kata (lebih krg mcm ni la point dia) "dlm kertas kita, kan x boleh tulis definition, tp ko tau, si A tu, dia tulis definition...."

**btw, si A tu boleh kata bdk pandai la... eh correction, dia rajin, so pointer beliau agak cemerlang disitu...

"kalau bdk pandai mcm tu pn tulis je definition, mcm xde makna la selama dia dia skor, baik kita yg biasa biasa ni je" sambung hamba Allah td...

ok, habes cerita, kini masuk fasa pengupasan case... as usual, this is according to my very own personal point of view, you don't have to agree...

FIRST POINT
kalau arahan dah kata boleh tulis formula je, xleh tulis definition, xyah la tulis... whether u write it directly on the paper, or indirectly sampai kene lipat2 kertas utk tengok ayat nya, xpayah... hukumnya tetap sama, x boleh tu x boleh la... bila u tulis jgak-whether or not it is used when answering the exam-u dah dikira meniru... meniru itu perbuatan yang tidak jujur dan merupakan suatu bentuk pecah amanah... waktu solat kita x tipu kan? kalau 4 rakaat xde pn nk pandai2 diskaun jadi 1 rakaat kan? abes, kenapa solat selama ini x melatih disiplin diri?? adakah solat selama ini sekadar ritual, berdiri menghadap kiblat tetapi hati masih dikuasai syaitan?? apakah solat selama ini tidak mendidik diri? apakah solat selama ini tiada ertinya langsung?
mungkin lecturer x akan tau, mungkin penjaga peperiksaan xkan nmpk, tp jgn lupa bahu kiri dan kanan ada camera 24 hours, SEMUA dia catat!! dan jgn lupa pada Yang Maha Melihat itu, korg ingat Dia x tau ke apa yg korg buat??

itu yg meniru(walaupun mungkin x guna sikit pn apa yg dia bwk, tp toyol tu tetap haram ok),
ada jgak cara lain nk meniru, bukan bwk toyol, tp, masa exam, tanya kawan... hurm... ni pun sama je dua kali lima ngan kes kat atas... renung renungkan... nak ke solat kita selama ini x bererti?


sabda Rasulullah: Barangsiapa yang bersolat, padahal solatnya itu tiada dapat mencegahnya dari perbuatan keji dan mungkar, maka orang itu tiada akan bertambah sesuatu dari Allah melainkan jauh daripadaNya.
“Dan dirikanlah solat. Sesungguhnya solat itu mencegah dari (perbauatan-perbuatan) keji dan mungkar”. (al-Ankabut: 45).


SECOND POINT
ni pasal yg menyampaikan khabar pasal si A td... klu sy, i prefer sebut je apa yg org tu buat, tp x perlulah disebutkan nama nya... pastu siap boleh kata xbermakna selama ni pointer A tu bagows... huhuhu... so far, hanya 2 subjek je yg boleh bwk masuk kertas sendiri, n satu subjek ni je yg ada limitation xleh tulis notes... maka, yg selama ni si A tu skor, mmg btul pn sbb dia hardworking... mmg dia species pointer tinggi la senang kata.... watpe nk mempersoalkan pencapaian dia selama ni... klu paper satu ni dia skor boleh la ko nk kata dia tiru... tp yg selama ni, xyah la persoalkan...

dan kalau sy yg nk crita mende ni, i would try my best not to mention the person's name... sbb skarang klu sebut kisah tu dpn 10 org, habes 10 org sume ada prasangka negative terhadap si A.. kalau tujuan menceritakan perkara itu semata-mata utk memberi pengajaran, xperlulah disebut nama orgnya... kerana itu adalah sesuatu yg mengaibkan... cukup disebut moral of the story sahaja supaya kita sama sama belajar... k?

akhir kata, saya bukan insan sempurna, malah, terlalu jauh dari sempurna. saya sama sekali tidak layak berbicara tentang persoalan agama, kerana ilmu didada terlampau cetek, bahkan lebih tebal bilahan rambut dr ilmu yg ada pada saya yg hina dilumur dosa ini... namun coretan ini hanya sebagai peringatan kepada diri saya sendiri, dan juga ingin saya kongsikan pada semua... maaf jika terguris, betulkan jika ada yang salah, tambah jika ada yang kurang... Wallahualam...

May the peace and blessings of God be with all of you...

Quran vs The True Furqan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Katakanlah(wahai Muhammad):"Sesungguhnya jika sekalian manusia dan jin berhimpun dengan tujuan hendak membuat dan mendatangkan sebanding dengan Al-Quran ini, mereka tidak akan dapat membuat dan mendatangkan yang sebanding dengannya, walaupun mereka bantu-membantu sesama sendiri". QS 17:88

saya memang sangat sangat sangat jarang menulis blog, tetapi hari ini tergerak hati untuk mencurahkan secubit pendapat berkenaan se"pucuk" emel yang diterima...

thanks syamin for forwarding it to me.. saya sgt jarang forward emel, tp this particular one, I felt obliged to forward it... agak...no no, SANGAT pelik bila tgk gambar dlm emel tu, woman as imam(leader of the prayer), dan makmumnya(followers of the prayer) ada lelaki dan perempuan bercampur dalam satu saf (the line we stand in prayers).. and then kat bawah tu ada tulis pasal
"The True Furqan" or in arabic, Furqan-al-haq..

so i went and googled The True Furqan( i'll type it as TTF in short), and yes, it exist... I read some of its so-called verses, which tries, i repeat, TRIES to immitate what the Quran would be like... but obviously with little success..

If you were to google it further and read up the wiki description of it, I quote "According to Shorrosh, The True Furqan is an attempt to respond to the challenge in the Quran that none can create a work like it, and incorporates a Christian rather than Islamic message."

so, there you have it, an attempt to challenge the Quran, I believe they were refering to the verse I started this post with..

Obviously, it was written by the Christians...(it says so, just search it up) now dont get me wrong, I am not writting this post to start some "Hate group" towards christianity... no no no... I am writing this simply to give a piece of my mind on this issue...

Now, bagi org Islam, ramai yg berpendapat bahawa ramai org Kristian yg berusaha keras menjalankan kegiatan dakyah(cuba memurtadkan dan menyelewengkan aqidah umat Islam), and that they try really really hard in many many ways possible... segala cara dihalalkan, janji mampu menggoyah akidah Islam...

lets look at it another way (pinjam dari bro shah kirit). If you put yourself in the Christians' shoes, bukankah orang Islam juga menjalankan kegiatan dakyah kepada org Kristian? org Islam juga cuba "memurtadkan" org Kristian by converting them to muslims..
so, yang kita panggil "dakyah" itu adalah dakwah(preaching) mereka.

bagi kita, Islam itu agama yang benar, hanya org Islam, yang mengaku keesaan Allah, yang BERSAKSI BAHAWA TIADA TUHAN SELAIN ALLAH DAN NABI MUHAMMAD PESURUH ALLAH, hanya mereka yang masuk syurga... dan yg lain tak boleh masuk syurga... mestilah kan? syurga tu Allah yg punya, klu x percaya Allah, ada hati nk masuk syurga??!!

tapi, bagi Christians, org Islam akan masuk neraka sbb dont have the right faith... (sorry I cant say who is God in Christianity as i am still confused with the trinity concept)...

now, the reason the TTF was written is to evangelize(convert) muslims... the writter said so himself..
"The purpose of The True Furqan is a tool of evangelism, because so far we have not found a breakthrough way to reach the Muslim world for Christ," Al-Mahdy said. "We have tried medicine, schools, books, movies and many other methods."

and the translators just HAVE to use pen names like "al saffee, and al-mahdy".. motif??

so lets see, he is trying to defeat a religion embraced by 1 in every 6 person on earth... his insecurity is understandable... but i dont want to talk about a guy whose father and cousin got killed by the Israelis, I wanna talk about us, MUSLIMS..

tak kesah la org lain nak buat apa pun, kesalahan jgn dicari pada org lain, jgn kata kristian jahat, yahudi jahat, semua jahat. tepuk dada tanya iman.. Hidayah itu milik Allah dan hanya mampu diberi dan dicabut oleh Allah. walau mcm mana pn kita cuba berdakwah, hanya Allah yang pilih hambanya untuk diberi hidayah, if you are one of those lucky people yang bukan sahaja Islam kerana "kebetulan dilahirkan dalam keluarga Islam", tapi juga benar benar yakin akan agama Allah ni, then bersyukurlah...

and sebanyak mana pun para pendakyah mencuba memesongkan akidah, akhirnya keputusan tetap di tangan Allah, mahu membenarkan aqidah hambanya goyah atau tidak...

yang kita boleh buat hanya teruskan usaha mencari ilmu, INCLUDING scientific knowledge... kerana hanya dengan ilmu mampu kita kenali Sang Pencipta di balik setiap kejadian dan penciptaan..

pada para pendakyah, especially those who cant preach with dignity, who resort to cheating, lying and all other dirty techniques to TRY and con muslims from our faith, all i have to say is, you dont have to worry about raging muslims trying to kill you, because whether u like it or not, everybody dies, its just a matter of sooner or latter... and when the time comes, trust me, the face of the angle of death will be the worst thing u have ever seen, and ur grave, will be part of hell, and you WILL see... thats a promise. a promise of my faith.

and yeah, all i have to say is, u MAY try to mirror the Quran in terms of literature, but u will never succeed in achieving it... also the writter says that he read 6 verses of TTF to a muslim who claims to know classical arab, and the man said its from the Quran and al-mahdy said that it is indeed from the TTF... well, why dint he recite it to a muslim scholar who memorises the Quran and truly understands it? that would be a fairer comparison would'nt it?

moral of the story, kalau ilmu x cukup, senang untuk diperdaya... jadi lepas ni setiap kali dpt emel ke apa ke, shout out fb ke ke, friendster ke... check dlu kesahihan mende yg diterima... musuh Islam mmg ramai... dgn kekerasan mereka x mungkin akan menang, so they try something subtle... jadi sila berhati hati ye~~

saya memang seorang yang paling tidak layak untuk berbicara tentang agama Islam yang suci ini... saya hanya lah seorang insan yg lemah, cetek ilmu, dan berlumur dosa... saya x pandai berhujah menggunakan hadith or firman Allah (sbb mmg x hafal pun).. tapi hanya sekadar sedikit pendapat ini yang mampu saya coretkan, maka saya coretkan... maaf atas segala khilaf, tegur kalau ada yang salah, tambah kalau ada yang kurang... sekian...

blog masa bad mood, xyah baca...

hari ni sangat emo dan sgt bad mood... pms kot.. every little thing yg xde kaitan pun boleh combine and make my mood even worst...

1st of all, i feel completely useless (for the time being) in my IP group... rasa mcm x menyumbang apa2 pn lagi stakat nih.... next, duduk ngan dev kat cafe, pastu dtg pali, amar, shuhazi... ble tgk ak sorg je pompuan dok kat meja, ak teringat beberapa statement yg beberapa manusia penah buat pasal ak... antaranya "rab tu, dia suka lepak ngan bdk laki je"... other than that, ada gak instances where, some1 is looking for me, and my "lurvly" "friends" could only answer "rab? dia xde kat sini, ko g cari dia kat tmpt lelaki"... like wtf? what are those statements suppost to mean??

this is the way i wud interprate those statements:
-rab gatal
-rab desperate
-rab pelik, unlike other girls.

hell-o, ye, mmg ak lain daripada korg, i AM different frm most girls, simply because i befriend EVERYONE, and ak x bezakan org ikut jantina la, ak layan kwn ak semua sama... SALAH KE??

lagi satu, yes i am different from most girls, simply because i dont like the idea of clicking...
-ada geng bdk kolej 5-6 org tu
-ada geng 3 org tu
-ada geng 4 org tu
-ada geng 5 org tu
-ada geng 2 org tu
all these girl have clicks, and klu kuar slalu dorg2 je, antara click sendiri je, blah blah blah...
no no, im not saying its wrong, its not wrong at all... tp bila geng ni xnk lepak ngan geng tu, geng ni x brapa mesra alam dgn geng tu, THAT is wrong....

and i dont belong to ANY of these clicks... so what does that mean? i dont have any close friends lorh... xde g lepak kat mid valley ngan sesapa, xde g skating ngan sesapa, xde kuar makan dgn sesapa... senang kata x diajak oleh mana2 geng yg kuar sbb im simply NOT part of the click... klu ye pn kuar dgn mereka sbb kebetulan pada masa itu ada dgn mereka... aiman x kisah... no hard feelings at ALL... ak dah biasa sorg2... tapi, just because i dont do 'clicks', perlu ke nk anggap ak pelik?? memandangkan i dont get 2 hang out with most of u, of coz la ak kuar sorg2 je, g tgk muvie sorg, g kuar makan sorg, g shopping sorg, g memana sorg, biar la.... kenapa perlu disebut2 kepelikan ak? SALAH KE??

yup, i know, all the aforementioned issues are trivial, nothing serious pun kan? tp memandangkan tgh bad mood, everything has been magnified... huhu... smpi td tunggu bas nk balik bilik pn boleh berair-air mata sket... im not a sensitive person... sgt2 jarang bad mood and sgt2 jarang nk marah2 org... but if the time is wrong, semuanya salah... sighs.. smpi td dpt tau kengkawan yg agak baik kuar x ajak pn boleh terasa.... buat benda beramai2 x ajak ak pn boleh kecik ati... td duduk kat meja tu, tp lepas amek makanan xde tmpt nk duduk kat meja tu, tu pun boleh terasa ati.... adeh susah btol la klu dah emo nih....

ni lah masa2 when i really miss nisa and amy... sgt2 terasa jarak yg memisahkan... my dearies yg xpenah judge me for who i am.... walaupun sblm kenal dorg mmg x suka ak, lol, tp ble dah kenal sgt2 baik, and menerima ak seadanya, kenal setahun je pn kat matrix, tp i dint take them long at all to know me... tp kengkawan kat sini, dah 3 tahun, ak x rasa ada yg btol2 kenal ak... and its just sooooo difficult 2 be me... ak x suka pretend mcm sesetangah org... kat bilik lain, kat dpn org lain... i am me wherever i go and whatever i do...

TAKNAK TERIMA SUDAH, AK X HERAN, ITS YOUR LOSS NOT MINE. fact.

owh.... puh-leeze!

well well well, ai mmg jarang sgt nk tulis blog selama nih... tp nmpknya harini dah ada modal sket nk tulis... sementara tunggu peluh kering (penat basuh toilet ok) nih, nk conteng sket lah kat blog nie...

topic of the day, pathetic people who are emotionally soooooooooooo DEPENDENT, i repeat, DEPENDENT!

kebelakangan nih, byk sangat lah shout out kat fb yang berunsurkan hati yang duka dan lara... hati yang hancur dimamah luka... hati yang kosong ditemani sepi... yada yada yada...
sampai naik MELUAT ak baca!!

ada org tu, pakwe tinggalkan dia.. fine la klu nak sedih sehari dua, seminggu dua... nih, ntah dah brapa zaman STILL nak shout out all those pathetic lines kat fb...
eh, tolonglah! get a life boleh x?

Klu nk ckp dari segi sedikit Islamic, then I would say that kita jangan letakkan dunia di hati kita.. Di hati kita yang selayaknya ada hanya Allah. ada satu hadith qudsi nih: "Aku telah siapkan syurga utk manusia, namun sebelum kamu masuk, telah Ku usir setan2. Tempat Ku didunia adalah hatimu, sudahkah kamu mengosongkan hatimu dari selain Aku?
*ni ingat ingat lupa je, klu salah tlg betulkan*

haaaaa, so maksudnya disini, yang patut ada dihati kita hanya Dia... dunia, biarlah ditangan kanan dan kiri kita... mak ayah, "kekasih", suami isteri, anak anak, adik beradik, studies, duit, rumah, kete SEMUA tu, biar di dalam genggeman... sbb dunia xkan pernah kekal, klu sekadar terlepas dari tgn, xdelah sakit mana... tp klu dicabut dari hati.... ouch!!

*dan ak tau kata lebih mudah diatur dari langkah... tp at least kita kene cuba... dan doa*

dari segi my own point of view pulak... apahal ko nak "hanging" sangat kat dia? eh, if he leaves, it simply means that he doesnt deserve u... dia x layak utk ko... u deserve some1 better.. now wipe those tears, get ur butt up and go find the right guy... yang pergi pergi ni, is just ur training tool... so that u'll be a better person for a better guy..

klu kwn ak, mmg ak da LEMPANG kiri kanan suruh sedo sket... hey wake up!! u r more than that la!

some1 told me "get to know all the fish in the sea... if u miss one, there's always a bigger fish to catch.."

xyah la nk sedey sgt, membazir masa ko je, dia x pikir ko pn kan?

p/s: ak ckp ni bukan sbb suke hati nk kutuk org... ak cakap ni sbb ak sayang... xnak kamoo membazirkan masa utk mende remeh temeh camni... there are better things to do with your time... dont waste your time on emotions and all these petty lil issues... get up, get a life... find yourself some happiness... dont dwell in the pass, it wont change anything... u deserve better ok..


wah, tetiba ak da xde point nk tulis... td byk smpi melimpah limpah.... hurm... nampaknya smpi disini saja contenganku kali ini... peluh pn dah nk kering... nk mandi, dating, tido... nyte nyte...

sexy eyes~~ ♥♥♥♥

so, this is it... got eye infection... on both eyes... got it frm my cousin sis in ipoh... the whole house got it, except for me... so i thought i was gonna be okay..

but apparently thats not quite the case.. I got it 1 day late than everyone else in the house... I wonder why... baru ingat terselamat... tapi da smpi ukm, mlm tu tetiba kene plaks... adeh... the next day was sunday, pk x bkak... so terpaksa lah g klinik BERBAYAR... duit scholar dah la x masuk masuk lagi... org lain mungkin x rasa, tp kami bdk2 kejut ukm sgt2 rasa kelewatan itu... nih da masuk minggu ke-6, buku da bli, duit makan lg.. mmg da pokai sgt2...

cik raihana yang baik ati membawa saya pusing2 bangi carik klinik, apparently ramai doktors yang masih dlm mood new year, so byk gak klinik x bkak... aleh2, jmpa la pusat rawatan islam az-zahra... risau gak nk masuk, sbb luar tu tulis "klinik klinik pakar"... hangit la poket beta nak bayau mahal2... p/s: x penah masuk mana2 tmpt yg tulis "pakar"... takut mahal..

so, dari register smpi lah amek ubat kat farmasi, berdoa x henti2 hopefully mampu bayar... malu gler tetiba nk gtau akak tu "kak, kejap eh, x cukup duit la, kene g cucuk.." hooooo, mana boleh.. malu beb... dalam kepala asyik mencari2 plan, apa nk buat klu x cukup duet... call my dad? pinjam kawan? hurm... anyways, seb baik RM23 je... xdela tercekik nak bayar.. huhu..

kat paket ubat tuh, ada tulis " Hadis Qudsi: Bersabarlah dalam menghadapi penyakit, sesungguhnya penyakit itu penghapus dosa"

*tersentap sekejap*


terima kasih Ya Allah, andai penyakit yang Kau hadirkan ini menjadi penghapus dosa bagi ku.. Alhamdulillah... sakit lagi pun xpe... seronok plak sakit klu camtu~~♥♥♥♥♥


btw, mc 2 hari... perintah brkurung... xleh kuar.. agak susah lah gak... feels like im a convict in prison... pastu, "tgk keadaan" klu x ok lg, sambung masa penjara... adeh... miss lab... assesment english xtau lagi caner.. hurm..